Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
“Surely,” said the doctor, as she paused, apparently lost in sombre
thought, “Sir Philip must have been very deeply attached to you?”
“Yes,” she returned, bitterly, “and for how long? First, nothing was
too good for me, but that state lasted only a few weeks, and even then
I was afraid of him. Then violent, raging scenes of jealousy if, when
we were in Italy, I so much as looked at a waiter and asked him for
bread. Then, forever storming at me, and reproaching me, if a
gondolier so much as called me the ‘beautiful signora.’ And, after
that, scenes constantly. I’ve a temper like fire myself, I own. We
Carewes have never been known for meekness, and even when I was a baby
child I’d been taught to think myself a princess. All his life Sir
Philip had his own way in everything, and all who came in his path had
obeyed him, cowed by his masterful temper and sullen fury. But I
withstood him. I thought he loved me well enough to let me have my
way, and when I found out my mistake I began to hate him, and more
than once tried to run away from him. But he followed, and swore he
would murder me if I dared, gypsy as I was, to bring disgrace upon his
ancient name. Gradually, my will and my health seemed to be breaking
down. Our first child pined away and died, because I could not care
for it--could not look at it. It was his child, like him, I thought,
even at that age, and so I could not love it. When his son died, Sir
Philip was mad with anger, but I had grown past caring. It isn’t all
my fault, Dr. Netherbridge,” she added, suddenly, while big tears
rolled down her cheeks. “I may have been silly when I married, but I
tried my utmost for over a year to love Sir Philip, and to please him,
but he is more a fiend than a man, I think, and I would rather die
than see a child of mine grow up resembling him. It is all these
thoughts which, together with my awful anxiety for my father and Jim,
are breaking my heart, and ruining my health. It is hate, and terror,
and misery, and cruel, cruel anxiety, which make me starve myself and
hope to die. But now that I have trusted you, and told you everything,
you will befriend me, will you not? Come to-morrow early, and let me
know everything--everything, mind--that took place in court to-day,
and I will let you cure me, if you choose. Will you promise?”
“I promise,” he said, “to do everything in my power to serve you,” and
with that assurance he took his leave.
PROLOGUE.--PART II.
As Dr. Netherbridge left Lady Cranstoun’s apartments, and proceeded
down the broad oak staircase to the ground floor, he found a man
servant waiting for him in the hall.
“Sir Philip has just arrived, sir, and wishes to see you before you
go. Will you kindly come to the library?”
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