They had talked for hours. The new project was beginning to take form.
It was the evening of the second day. There stood the train puffing out
great volumes of dense smoke which no sooner arose than it was caught in
the wind and sent flying out ahead of the train. I wish to God I were on
that train wherever it might be going. Oh well, remarked the younger man
and said good-bye, which is what it is to be a man.
He was too old, remarked the voice in the room next to the one in which
the woman was lying, he never should have gone out in that rain. Too
cold! At times it seems possible, even now. She took the hair between
her thumb and index finger of the right hand and using her left hand
swiftly stroked the little hair strands back toward the head to make it
stand out. Ratting it, I told her. It ruins the hair. Oh well I haven't
much left, it might as well be broken.
She wore blue stockings under a very quiet dress but the world has not
beheld a more maddening spectacle. Devoted to the art of writing, he
read with his mind watching her and his mind in the sky seeking, seeking
some earth to stand on when the boys were tearing up the soggy turf
with their cleats. What to do? There it is. The wind hesitated whether
or not to impregnate her. So many things were to be considered. In the
years since his passage over Ponce de Leon's soldiers on the beach--the
wind footloose, gnawing the leaves had witnessed flying footballs that
it had blown out of bounds. He had not a word to stand on, yet he stood,
not knowing why. Fear clutched his heart. Visions of uprooted trees
passed over his heart as he shook her heavy skirt about her knees. But
she, oblivious to it all, walked with downcast eyes--looking at her feet
or smiling pleasantly at one here and there in the crowd that was
shouting and pressing to see the players.
In the night all nature was asleep as she lay with her young cheek
pressed against her pillow and slept. The boys tossed and turned from
the stiffness in their joints and from the bruises received in the game.
But she lay quiet and asleep, the breath coming slowly in regular flow
from her hollow nostrils moving them slightly back and forth.
Under the covers her young form could be made out, the left shoulder,
the hips and the legs and feet, the left knee slightly bent and fallen
to the mattress before the other. Not a sound in the room for a million
years. Still she lay there asleep.--The wind has turned into hail.
Spring flowers are blossoming in the wind. There is the tulip, the
jonquil and the violet--for it is September and no man shall know his
defeat. So there are spring flowers that grew up through the ice that
will be present later. It is of ice that they have made the flowers.
Yet sometimes it seems that it would still be possible. And this is
romance: to believe that which is unbelievable. This is faith: to desire
that which is never to be obtained, to ride like a swallow on the
wind--apparently for the pleasure of flight.
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