There cannot be a novel. There can only be pyramids, pyramids of words,
tombs. Their warm breasts heave up and down calling for a head to
progress toward them, to fly onward, upon a word that was a pumpkin, now
a fairy chariot, and all the time the thing was rolling backward to the
time when one believed. Hans Anderson didn't believe. He had to pretend
to believe. It is a conspiracy against childhood. It runs backward.
Words are the reverse motion. Words are the flesh of yesterday. Words
roll, spin, flare up, rumble, trickle, foam--Slowly they lose momentum.
Slowly they cease to stir. At last they break up into their letters--Out
of them jumps the worm that was--His hairy feet tremble upon them.
Leaving the meeting room where the Mosquito Extermination Commission had
been holding an important fall conference they walked out on to the
portico of the County Court House Annex where for a moment they remained
in the shadow cast by the moon. A fog had arisen in which the egg-shaped
white moon was fixed--so it seemed. They walked around the side of the
old-fashioned wooden building--constructed in the style of the fine
residences of sixty years ago and coming to the car he said: Go around
that side as I will have to get in here by the wheel. The seat was wet
with dew and cold--after the exceptionally hot day. They sat on it
nevertheless. The wind-shield was opaque with the water in minute
droplets on it--through which the moon shone with its inadequate light.
That is, our eyes being used to the sun the moon's light is inadequate
for us to see by. But certain bats and owls find it even too strong,
preferring the starlight. The stars also were out.
Turning into the exit of the parking space he stopped the car and began
to wipe the wind-shield with his hand. Take this rag said the other,
with one hand already in his trowser pocket. So the glass was wiped on
both sides, the top and the bottom pane and the cloth--which looked a
good deal like a handkerchief--was returned to the owner--who put it
back where it came from not seeming to mind that it was wet and dirty.
But of course the man is a mechanic in a certain sense and doesn't care.
On the highway they began to encounter the fog. It seemed in the rush of
the car to come and meet them. It came suddenly, with a rush and in a
moment nothing could be seen but the white billows of water crossed in
front by the flares of the headlights. And so it went all the way home,
sometimes clearer, sometimes so thick he had to stop, nearly--ending in
his own bed-room with his wife's head on the pillow in the perfectly
clear electric light. The light shone brightest on the corner of her
right eye, which was nearest it, also on the prominences of her face.
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