British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Good!--We'll get up a native dinner at the Palace in honour of the
occasion. My little girl has set her heart on the plan, rather to my
wife's dismay. The Maurices want to come too; and we may have to
include Garth, on her account; though I confess I wanted her for
myself! She's worth talking to, that girl. There's a touch of genius
in her composition, and a touch of the folly that's apt to go along
with it; or she would never give the gossips a chance to couple her
name with Garth's. If he is in earnest, so much the worse for her.--We
may count on you, Lenox, I hope?" he added, turning to the impassive
man at his side, whom he had unwittingly smitten between the joints of
his harness.
Lenox's muttered assent was a trifle indistinct, owing to the thick
pipe-stem between his teeth, and rising deliberately, he passed out of
the smoking-room into the wistaria-shadowed verandah, where the
turbulent voice of the river seemed to echo his own mood. It was well
for himself, and for James Garth also, that he ran no risk of meeting
the man at that moment.
The thought of that first fortnight in June unnerved him. For Colonel
Mayhew's words had done more than turn the knife in an open wound.
Lenox was blest, or curst, with that most pitiless of mentors, a Scotch
conscience. Whatever Quita's failings, or her attitude to himself,
there could be no shelving the fact that he was her husband:--the
guardian of her good name, the one man on earth who could claim the
right to criticise her conduct. Her probable repudiation both of his
criticism, and his right to offer it, did not, in his view, justify him
in standing aloof, if need for speech should arise. Possibly passion,
smouldering at the heart of duty, urged him towards the desperate
experiment. But if so, he would not admit it, even to himself. He
merely decided--with an access of fastidious disgust at the whole
situation--to accept this fate-sent opportunity for judging how far her
behaviour warranted Colonel Mayhew's kindly concern. For he knew
enough of Garth and his methods to feel certain that, in his case, to
covet an invitation was to procure it.
After all, he reflected bitterly, a closer acquaintance with facts
might cure him of an infatuation against which pride and inherited
instinct had rebelled ill vain: and so intricate are the mazes of
self-deception, that he firmly believed in his own desire to be cured.
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