British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
Zyarulla, entering soundlessly, set down the _chota hassri_ on a small
table at his master's elbow without betraying his surprise and concern
by so much as the flicker of an eyelash. For not even your immaculate
family butler can excel, in dignity and true reserve, a bearer of the
old school, whose Sahib stands only second to his God, and who would
almost as soon think of defiling his caste as of entering another man's
service. We have educated the grand old ideal of service out of our
own land; and we are fast educating it out of India also: though it
remains an open question whether the good wrought by over-civilisation
can honestly be said to counterbalance the evil. A question few
Anglo-Indians will be found to answer in the affirmative.
Lenox poured out his tea, and drank it thirstily. But the first
mouthful of toast was enough for him. He pushed the plate away; and
his hand went out instinctively to the pipe Zyarulla, had laid beside
it.
"Damn!" he muttered between his teeth, almost flinging it from him; and
at that instant the door opened.
"_Desmin, Sahib argya_," [1] the Pathan announced; and with a startled
sound, Lenox got upon his feet, and began fastening his waistcoat.
"Good morning," he said quietly. "Made a night of it, as you see; and
overslept myself."
But beneath his quiet he was acutely aware of the contrast between his
own dishevelled aspect, and Desmond's unobtrusive neatness and
freshness.
"Hope I don't intrude," the latter apologised, smiling: but his keen
eyes searched the other's face, and read tragedy there. "As you hadn't
turned up by ten-thirty, my wife was afraid something might have gone
wrong. So I came over to set her mind at rest!"
"Your wife? Why, of course! And I promised to be round by
ten--ill-mannered cur that I am!" He sank wearily into his chair.
"Truth is," he added in a changed tone, "I couldn't get a wink of sleep
till near dawn; and then it came down on me like a sledge-hammer. You
know the sort of thing."
Desmond nodded, and took a seat on the edge of the table.
"Are you often given that way?" he asked with seeming unconcern.
"Now and again."
"Ever been really bad with it?"
"Pretty bad. Why d'you ask?"
"Because from the looks of you, I should say it was wearing your nerves
to fiddle-strings. Ever take anything for it?"
Lenox frowned; and Desmond made haste to add: "No call, of course, to
answer a question of that sort. But you look downright ill; and it's
unwise to let that kind of thing become a habit."
"Damned unwise!" Lenox answered, with a smile that did not lift the
shadow from his eyes. "As I know to my cost. The thing has been a
habit with me for longer than I care to reckon."
Desmond raised his eyebrows. He had noticed the fragments in the
fender: the faint suggestion of chlorodyne that still clung in the air.
"My dear Lenox, I am sorry for that. And--the remedy? You must have
tried something before now?"
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