British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Better cultivate it, then. These are A1 Havannahs. A passing
extravagance. Good to begin upon. I'd drop pipes for a time, if I
were you. When it comes to breaking a habit, association is the devil.
And whatever happens, don't let this heredity bogey get the upper hand
of you. The taint you speak of is no more, as yet, than inherited
tendency: and this accident--if you believe in accident, I don't--gives
you the chance of killing the snake in the egg. Now light up, there's
a good chap; just to keep me company."
Lenox helped himself with a wry face; lit the cigar, and continued his
walk. The iron had bitten into his soul: and, at the moment, he was
incapable of gratitude. Bit by bit brain and body were adjusting
themselves to the new outlook, the new demands enforced upon them; and
the process was not a pleasant one.
Suddenly he drew up, and faced his companion.
"You can leave me out of the reckoning now for Chumba and Kajiar," he
said abruptly. "I'm in no mood for that sort of foolery. I'll stay
here and grind at this book of mine instead. You must excuse me to Mrs
Desmond; and tell her just as much of the truth as you think fit."
But before he had finished speaking, Desmond was on his feet, decision
in every line of him.
"Not if I know it, my dear fellow! You won't get a stroke of work done
just at present; and 'that sort of foolery,' as you call it, will do
you all the good in the world. Your best chance is to get right
outside yourself; and we'll make it our business to keep you
there--Honor and I."
At that Lenox turned huskily away; and his broken attempt at a laugh
was not good to hear.
"Damn it all, man, why don't you leave me alone, to go to the devil in
my own way? What can it matter to you, or to any one, whether I break
myself in pieces, or am merely broken on the wheel?"
Desmond's quick ear detected emotion beneath the ungraciousness of
speech and tone; and following him, he laid a hand on his shoulder, a
friendly liberty to which Lenox was little accustomed.
"Come along home with me," he said quietly. "Stay for tiffin, and talk
it all out with my wife. She'll be able to answer you far better than
I can. Nothing like a woman's sympathy to put a dash of conceit back
into a man. Will you follow on? Or shall I wait while you change?"
For an instant Lenox stood silent; then, greatly to his own surprise,
he held out his hand.
"I'll be ready in ten minutes," was all he said.
An hour later, Desmond rode away from Terah Cottage, leaving Lenox and
his wife alone together. He had promised to give her what help he
could in the delicate task she had set her heart upon: and he belonged
to the satisfactory type of man who may be counted upon for good
measure, pressed down, and running over.
[1] Has come.
BOOK II.-JUST IMPEDIMENT.
CHAPTER IX.
"So many men; so many loves."
--M. O. Willcocks.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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