Cape Cod (Mass.) -- Description and travel; Natural history -- Massachusetts -- Cape Cod
I passed what was left of two shipwrecks during the day, a reminder of
the dangers that still face ships along this coast with its fogs, its
shifting winds, its storms, the hidden, treacherous offshore bars. The
sands often reveal the timbers of old ships. One day their ribs, sodden
and dark, barnacle encrusted, may reach up out of oblivion, and not
long after that the water buries them under tons of sand. From them a
local history calls out for recognition. Thousands of ships over three
centuries wrecked on shoals, engulfed by violent seas, men with the
dark of doom in them, to drown or to survive, and only a few timbers
left to declare the ultimate dangers and their terror.
I was not in Death Valley, or on a raft at sea. My walk was not
unusually long, and I could leave the beach if I had to, but the
enormity of the area filled me more and more. It had so much in it that
was without recourse. Its emptiness, the great tidal range beyond it
and through it, the raw heartbeat of the waves, the implacable sun,
established the kind of isolation and helplessness in me which the
commerce and community of our lives tries so hard to disguise. Even the
birds, I began to think, were more secure than I. They had their strong
bright threads of cognizance to the areas they came to, the water, the
sands, the marsh. They were fixed in entity and grace, eating what was
theirs by evolution to be eaten, using land and air in the ways that
had come to them, knowing this place and all places like it in terms of
its bounds and boundlessness, meeting its naked eye in the ways they
had been sent to do.
I started off in the morning admiring the brilliance of the sun, the
small shadows from the dunes and across the beach, through driftwood,
isolated beach plants and tidal wrack, with the wide flooding of light
ahead and the variation in reflected light across the sea. I felt the
sea moving quietly beside me. The waves heaved and sighed and spray was
tossed lightly above the sand. Everything was continuous, untroubled,
and deliberate; but as the day wore on the sun became my enemy, and
I had very little rage or resource in me to fight it with. I was not
fitted to environmental stability, like a bird, or fox or fish. I found
myself in an area of whose reaches I had never been wholly aware, and
in me there was no mastery. The sun was not only hostile. It was an
ultimate, an impossibility; and the waters beside me began to deepen
from their pleasant daytime sparkle and freshness into an incalculable
realm which I had hardly entered. I was touching on an unimagined
frontier.
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