World War, 1914-1918 -- Great Britain; World War, 1914-1918 -- Religious aspects
She was weary, and from her husband's grave she turned to the church.
She would go and sit in the corner under the gallery, where John used
to sit. He had sat with her there at his first Communion. The
memories wrapped her round, and she would feel her son near her there.
But the door of the church was locked and barred. With an added ache
in her heart she turned away, and weariness compelled her to sit on the
iron mort-safe, which the parish provided in a former century to
protect their dead from sacrilegious hands. "But the church used to be
open," I said. "Aye," she replied tremulously, gathering up her
handkerchief into a round ball; "but some did-na like it; the boots on
the week-days are na sae clean, and they dirtied the kirk. That must
be why they lockit the door." It was not that she complained. Those
who locked the church were wise men, and no doubt they knew best. So
she sat on the mort-safe.
"I have other sons, and when they are older they will go, too," she
said. "I'll no' keep them back. And if they die it'll be for God's
great cause." Her lips quivered as she spoke. The moist ball in the
right hand was clenched tight--there were no more tears to shed.
And as I looked at the worn, lined face, the bent shoulders, the faded
rusty black mantle with its fringe, and the sunken lips that quivered
now and then, there came a sudden realisation. I saw no longer the one
grief-burdened figure sitting dejectedly on the mort-safe--I saw the
unnumbered host of mothers throughout the world who have given their
sons over to carnage, and who are as Rachel weeping for her children,
refusing to be comforted because they are not. Millions of men locked
in the death grapple means millions of mothers given tears to drink in
great measure, bound in affliction and iron.
The song of the river went on ceaselessly, the russet-leaves fell
softly, and the sun shone on a world wrapped in peace--all nature
utterly regardless of the millions of Rachels that weep. (Ten million
hearts may break, but nature silences not one note of its joyousness.)
And as she sat there, behind her, under the campanile, showed the
church door, locked and barred. Nature was heedless of her; the church
shut its door upon her. She seemed to me the Mater Dolorosa.
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