World War, 1914-1918 -- Great Britain; World War, 1914-1918 -- Religious aspects
In the pew in front of me sat a burly man with a head like a dome. He
never came to church. When I met him he would stand for an hour in the
lane among the hawthorns explaining his views. Prayer was mere
superstition. Cosmic laws unchanging and unchangeable held the
universe in their grasp. To ask that one of these laws should be
altered for a moment that a boon might be conferred on us was to ask
that the universe might be shattered. Prayer was immoral, the asking
for what could not be granted, and what we knew could not be granted.
If he went to church it would be hypocrisy on his part.
And thus it came that when the farm servants came up the Gallows road
on their way to church on a summer morning, they often heard the whirr
of my friend's mowing machine as he mowed his lawn. It was the way he
took of letting the parish know that culture could have no dealings
with effete superstitions.
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And yet there he sat in front of me with a hymn-book which he picked up
from the shelf at the door, where such books are piled for the use of
camp-followers. The tune of the opening Psalm was Kilmarnock, and my
friend sang it in a way which showed that his mother had trained him
well. Then I forgot him, but after a while something like a stifled
sob in front of me brought him again to my consciousness.
The minister began to pray for the King's forces "on the sea, on the
land, and in the air." My mind was playing round the words "in the
air," for they were an intrusion into the familiar order--an
innovation! Every invention of man seemed doomed to become a weapon in
the hand of the devil. But the prayer went on--for the sailors keeping
their watches in the darkness of the night that God might watch over
them, that through their unfaltering courage our shores might be
inviolate; for the soldiers now facing the enemy, grappling with death,
that God might succour them, covering their heads in the day of battle.
"Break Thou down the fierce power of our enemies," cried the minister
suddenly, "that with full hearts we may praise Thee, the God of our
fathers."
A great hush fell on the crowded church. The shut eyes saw the red
battlefields, with the lines swaying to and fro, while the shrapnel
burst and the aeroplanes whirred in the smoke of the cannon. The cries
of men suddenly smitten smote on the inner ear. It was then that the
great thing happened.
All of a sudden the voice broke, recovered, and broke again, and the
minister was swept away from the well-ordered, beautiful words he had
prepared. He began to speak of the stricken hearts at home, of fathers
and mothers to whom their sons would never return, of women in empty
houses with their husbands laid in nameless graves, of little children
who would never learn to say "Father" ... It was then that my friend
stifled a sob. There was Something after all, Someone greater than
cosmic forces, greater than law--with an eye to pity and an arm to
save. There was God.
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