Once, when I was a boy of twelve or so, there had come to stay at
Evercreech a little lady whom I hated with all my heart. This was Miss
Ira Christmas; but very remote from the charity and goodwill which her
name suggested, she had always appeared to me. She was a ward in
Chancery, as I understood, and as such committed to the custody of her
nearest kinsman, my stepfather. Her mother’s hand, as I came to learn,
had once been coveted by him for his son Charlie; but the lady had
decided to bestow her fortune elsewhere; and, by the very irony of
fate, the residue of her perversity, so to speak, was all that
reverted to him from that abortive scheme. Both she and her husband
died young, in short, and the orphan Christmas, heiress to an
intestate estate, was consigned to his charge for her education and
upbringing.
She was with us for only a few months before her transportation to
France and elsewhere for her finishing education; but the little
interlude of her presence at Evercreech awoke in me such a sense of
shame and mutiny as I had never suffered before. I knew nothing of her
parents but what might be gathered negatively from their reflection in
this detestable child. I call her so with every sense of my
responsibility to the present. She had all the instincts of an
infantile parvenue, and all the hypocrisy of an embryo Pharisee. Her
precocious sharpness was early in discovering the disfavour with which
Lady Skene regarded me, and in affecting a sympathy with the reasons
for that dislike. I was bad, sullen, one of the unelect on her little
tripping red tongue. I had no gratitude for the gifts of Providence in
so raising me from the mire to a position which was none of my
deserts, and which had come to be mine purely through the
instrumentality of an evangelical mother. I should be thankful, on the
contrary, for every crumb of condescension vouchsafed me--a feast, if
I could only come to realise in it a sense of my own insignificance.
She was always poking that in my teeth, viciously and by innuendo. I
wondered even that Lady Skene could stand it, since it reflected upon
herself; but she had truly no snobbism, and valued her creed above all
earthly aggrandisements. The abominable child played up to this
weakness, or strength, in her, and so secured her own position as
prime favourite with the real head of the establishment.
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