On the second morning after its seizure, the body of the old
ex-governor was carried away in a hearse to Footover Station, thence
to be conveyed to its London home. I had avoided the house in the
interval, being jealous of the least suggestion of intrusion; but I
hung about the drive on the day of the removal, and threw a little
spray of thyme upon the hearse as it passed. So much for a beggar’s
remembrance! He had always accepted me fairly, old prosperous
worldling as he was, on equal terms. Then I put him resolutely out of
my thoughts, and went back to my hermitage, there to mature a little
scheme of adventure which I had had in my mind ever since that moment
when Mr Pugsley had confessed to me the theatre (presumptive) of a
certain event in which I was interested.
An American humourist relates somewhere of a prisoner who had been
confined for thirty years in a loathsome dungeon, when a bright idea
struck him--he opened the window and got out. Now some such
inspiration had seized me all in an instant. Why, in the name of
perversity, was I eating my heart out in an aggrieved solitude, when
simply at will I might be a traveller--a tentative explorer, at
least--and be learning to ride my own destinies instead of being
ridden by them? I had not yet sat, like the mythological gentleman, so
long upon a rock that I had grown to it. I had means, and certainly at
least a definite object in breaking into them. I would wing my test
flight for that Clapham suburb which Pugsley had mentioned, and
examine the ground there, at least, for subsequent exploiting.
A tingle of adventure was in this as well as a vengeful resolution. It
would be something, after all, to breathe a novel air into my stagnant
lungs. I had lived so long remote and self-contained, that the
prospect of even a Cockney suburb was a prospect potential of romance
to me. No one would note my absence, and, if anyone did, how would it
concern me? I was free, and my own master.
And so, the very next morning, valise in hand, I strode away, walking
determinedly, with no effort at concealment. I went out by the wicket,
and took the road to Footover, and thence a train to Waterloo. I was
young, green, gullible, no doubt; but a certain hardness of muscle and
disposition was always at my service and that of others. Few minor
mishaps of the way have befallen me through life, and I was early in
expanding to the practical knowledge which overrides difficulties. I
mention this merely to explain the ease with which my inexperience
resolved these first small problems of self-dependence--my
introduction to the roaring traffics of existence, to the wiles and
hypocrisies of men. I spent that night at an hotel in the Waterloo
Bridge Road; and my initiation into its ways profited me.
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