“I would go as quickly as possible to St. John's, where I have arranged
that a vessel shall be ready for me, and I would meet the party at Cape
Tariff, and there plan for a resumption of the enterprise, or bring them
home. If they should not be able to get back to Cape Tariff, then all is
blank before me. We must not think of it.”
“But you will go up there all the same?” she said.
“Oh yes, I will go there.”
Mrs. Raleigh made no answer, but sat looking upon the floor.
“But why should we trouble ourselves with these fears?” continued Clewe.
“We have considered all probable dangers and have provided against them,
and at this moment everything is going on admirably, and there is every
reason why we should feel hopeful and encouraged. I am sorry to see you
look so anxious and downcast.”
“Mr. Clewe,” said she, “I have many anxieties; that is natural, and I
cannot help it, but there is only one fear which seriously affects me.”
“And that makes you pale,” said Clewe. “Are you afraid that if I begin
work with the Artesian ray I shall become so interested in it that I
shall forget our friends up there in the North? There is no danger.
No matter what I might be doing with the ray, I can disconnect the
batteries in an instant, lock up the lens-house, and in the next
half-hour start for St. John's. Then I will go North if there is
anything needed to be done there which human beings can do.”
She looked at him steadfastly.
“That is what I am afraid of,” she said.
Roland Clewe did not immediately speak. To him Margaret Raleigh was
two persons. She was a woman of business, earnest, thoughtful, helpful,
generous, and wise; a woman with whom he worked, consulted, planned, who
made it possible for him to carry on the researches and enterprises
to which he had devoted his life. But, more than this, she was another
being; she was a woman he loved, with a warm, passionate love, which
grew day by day, and which a year ago had threatened to break down
every barrier of prudence, and throw him upon his knees before her as
a humiliated creature who had been pretending to love knowledge,
philosophy, and science, but in reality had been loving beauty and
riches. It was the fear of this catastrophe which had had a strong
influence in taking him to Europe.
But now, by some magical influence--an influence which he was not sure
he understood--that first woman, the woman of business, his partner, his
co-worker, had disappeared, and there sat before him the woman he
loved. He felt in his soul that if he tried to banish her it would be
impossible; by no word or act could he at this moment bring back the
other.
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