Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“Because I couldn’t, of course, explain to her as I do to you the way
that these old, dead, long-forgotten things are springing up again in
me. She would never understand. But we were both agreed—she as strongly
as I—that this was the right thing, the only thing.... You know that I
would not hurt a fly if I could help it. No, tell her that I won’t
write. I’ll keep to my word. Not a line from either of us until Time has
made it safe, easy. And Stepan will be good to her. He’s the best fellow
in the world, although so often I hated him. For his sake, as well as
for all the other reasons, I will not write.... Meanwhile it is really
true enough that I’m frightened for, perhaps, the first time in my
life....”
* * * * *
Suspicion was the key-note of young Henry Trenchard at this time. He was
so unsure of himself that he must needs be unsure of everyone else. He
was, of course, suspicious of Philip Mark. He was suspicious and he also
admired him. On the day after Mark had sat up writing his letter ‘half
the night because he was excited’, on the afternoon of that day they
were sitting in the green dim drawing-room waiting for tea. Mark was
opposite Henry, and Henry, back in the shadow, as he liked to sit,
huddled up but with his long legs shooting out in front of him as though
they belonged to another body, watched him attentively, critically,
inquisitively. Mark sat with a little pool of electric light about him
and talked politely to Mrs. Trenchard, who, knitting a long red woollen
affair that trailed like a serpent on to the green carpet, said now and
then such things as:
“It must be very different from England” or “I must say I should find
that very unpleasant,” breaking in also to say: “Forgive me a moment.
Henry, that bell did ring, didn’t it?” or “Just a little more on the
fire, Henry, please. That big lump, please.” Then, turning patiently to
Mark and saying: “I beg your pardon, Mr. Mark—you said?”
Henry, having at this time a passion for neatness and orderly
arrangements, admired Mark’s appearance. Mark was short, thick-set and
very dark. A closely-clipped black moustache and black hair cut short
made him look like an officer, Henry thought. His thick muscular legs
proved him a rider, his mouth and ears were small, and over him from
head to foot was the air of one who might have to be ‘off’ on a
dangerous expedition at any moment and would moreover know exactly what
to do, having been on many other dangerous expeditions before. Only his
eyes disproved the man of action. They were dreamy, introspective,
wavering eyes—eyes that were much younger than the rest of him and eyes
too that might be emotional, sentimental, impetuous, foolish and
careless.
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