Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
It was, perhaps, for this reason that she felt strangely little pleasure
in her approaching triumph. She had hated “the young man” since her
first meeting with him, and at last, after many months of patient
waiting, the means had been placed in her hands for his destruction....
Well, she did not know that she cared to-day very greatly about it. She
was old, she was tired, she had neuralgia in one side of her face, there
was a coming headache in the air. Why was it that she, who had always
held so steadily for right, whose life had been one long struggle after
unselfishness, who had served others from early morning until late at
night, should now find no reward, but only emptiness and old age and
frustration? She had not now even the pleasure of her bitternesses. They
were dust and ashes in her mouth.
She resolved that at once, upon that very afternoon, she would tell
Harriet about Philip—and then suddenly, for no reason, with a strange
surprise to herself, she did a thing that was quite foreign to her; she
began to cry, a desolate trickling of tears that tasted salt in her
mouth, that were shed, apparently, by some quite other person.
It seemed to her as she turned slowly and went home that that same Woman
who had encountered life, had taken it all and tasted every danger, now,
watching her, laughed at her for her wasted, barren days....
By the time, however, that she reached Garth she had recovered her
spirits; it was the sea that had made her melancholy. She walked into
the house with the firm step of anticipated triumph. She went up to her
bedroom, took off her bonnet, washed her face and hands, peeped out on
to the drive as though she expected to see someone watching there, then
came down into the drawing-room.
She had intended to speak to her sister-in-law in private. It happened,
however, that, on going to the tea-table, she discovered that the tea
had been standing for a considerable period, and nobody apparently
intended to order any more—at the same time a twinge in her left jaw
told her that it had been foolish of her to sit on that rock so long.
Then Philip, who had the unfortunate habit of trying to be friendly at
the precisely wrong moment, said, cheerfully:
“Been for a walk all alone, Aunt Aggie?”
She always hated that he should call her Aunt Aggie. To-day it seemed a
most aggravated insult.
“Yes,” she said. “You’ve had tea very early.”
“George wanted it,” said Mrs. Trenchard, who was writing at a little
table near a window that opened into the sunlit garden. “One never can
tell with you, Aggie, what time you’ll like it—never can tell, surely.”
There! as though that weren’t directly charging her with being a trouble
to the household. Because _they’d_ happened to have it early!
“I call it very unfair—” she began nibbling a piece of bread and
butter.
But the unfortunate Philip gaily continued: “When we are married, Aunt
Aggie, and you come to stay with us, you shall have tea just when you
like.”
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