Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“I’ve had a dreadful time lately. I’ve imagined _anything_. I’ve been
expecting Phil to run away. Millie said he would—Mother’s been so
strange. She hated Phil, but she asked him to Garth, and seemed to want
to have him with her. She’s grown so different that I simply haven’t
_known_ her lately. And Phil too—it’s had a dreadful effect on him. He
seems to have lost all his happiness—he hates Garth and everything in
it, but he’s wanted to be near me, and so he’s come. So there we’ve all
been.” She paused for a moment, then went on quickly. “Just now—this
afternoon—it all came to a climax. Aunt Aggie had found out from Henry
about the Russian woman. She lost her temper at tea, and told Mother
before us all. Phil has been expecting this to happen for weeks, and had
been almost hoping for it, because then he thought that Mother and
Father would say that he must give me up, and that then I would refuse
to leave him. In that way he’d escape.
“But it seemed”—here Katherine, dropping her voice, spoke more
slowly—“that Mother had known all the time. That horrid Mr. Seymour in
London had told her. She’d known for _months_, and had never said
anything—Mother, who would have been _horrified_ a year ago. But
no—She said _nothing_. She only told Aunt Aggie that she oughtn’t to
make scenes in the drawing-room, and that it wasn’t her business.
“Philip saw then that his last chance was gone, that she meant _never_
to let me go, and that if she must have him as well she’d _have_ him.
He’s sure now that I’ll never give Mother up unless she makes me choose
between him and her—and so he’s just resigned himself.”
Uncle Tim would have spoken, but she stopped him.
“And there’s more than that. Perhaps it’s foolish of me, but I’ve felt
as though that woman—that Russian woman—had been coming nearer and
nearer and nearer. There was an evening the other night when I felt that
she’d come right inside the house. I went into the hall and listened.
That must seem ridiculous to anyone outside the family, but it may be
that thinking of anyone continually _does_ bring them—_does_ do
something.... At least for me now she’s here, and she’s going to try and
take Phil back again. Mother wants her, it’s Mother, perhaps, who has
made her come. Mother can make Phil miserable in a thousand ways by
reminding him of her, by suggesting, by ...” With a great cry Katherine
broke off: “Oh, Mother, Mother, I did love you so!” and bursting into a
passion of tears, clung to her uncle as though she were still a little
child.
Then how he soothed her! stroking her hair, telling her that he loved
her, that he would help her, that he would do anything for her. He held
her in his arms, murmuring to her as he had done so many years ago:
“There, Katie, Katie ... it’s all right, it’s all right. Nobody will
touch you. It’s all right, it’s all right.”
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