Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
She went, as she had done so many, many times, to the Mirror over the
fireplace to tidy herself. Why! the Mirror was not there! Of course
not—that was why the room seemed so changed. She looked around her,
smiled a little. A fine girl, anyone seeing her there would have thought
her. Marriage had given her an assurance, a self-reliance. She had
shrunk back before because she had been afraid of what life would be.
Now, when it seemed to her that she had penetrated into the very darkest
fastnesses of its secrets, when she felt that nothing in the future
could surprise her ever again, she shrank back no longer.
Her clothes were better than in the old days, but even now they did not
fit her very perfectly. She was still, in her heart, exactly the same
rather grave, rather slow, very loving Katherine. She would be stout in
later years; there were already little dimples in her cheeks. Her eyes
were soft and mild, as they had ever been.
The door opened, and Mrs. Trenchard entered.
She had expected some caller, and she came forward a few steps with the
smile of the hostess upon her lips. Then she saw her daughter, and
stopped.
Katherine had risen, and stood facing her mother. With a swift
consternation, as though someone had shouted some terrifying news into
her ear, she realised that her mother was a stranger to her. She had
imagined many, many times what this interview would be. She had often
considered the things that she would say and the very words in which she
would arrange her sentences. But always in her thoughts she had had a
certain picture of her mother before her. She had seen an old woman, old
as she had been on that night when she had slept in Katherine’s arms,
old as she had been at that moment when Katherine had first told her of
her engagement to Philip. And now she thought this old woman would face
her, maintaining her pride but nevertheless ready, after the separation
of these weeks, to break down before the vision of Katherine’s own
submission.
Katherine had always thought: “Dear Mother. We _must_ have one another.
She’ll feel that now. She’ll see that I’m exactly the same....”
How different from her dreams was this figure. Her mother seemed to-day
younger than Katherine had ever known her. She stood there, tall, stern,
straight, the solidity of her body impenetrable, inaccessible to all
tenderness, scornful of all embraces. She was young, yes, and stronger.
At the first sight of Katherine she had moved back as though she would
leave the room. Then she stayed by the door. She was perfectly composed.
“Why have you come?” she said.
At the cold indifference of that voice Katherine felt a little pulse of
anger beat, far away, in the very heart of her tenderness.
She moved forward with a little gesture.
“Mother, I had to come. It’s Grandfather’s birthday. I couldn’t believe
that after all these weeks you wouldn’t be willing to see me.”
She stopped. Her mother said nothing.
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