Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
And, of them all, no one enquired as to her own heart, her thoughts, her
wonders, her alarms and suspicions, her happiness, her desires. She
would not if she could help it, enquire herself about these things—but
sometimes she was aware that life would not for ever, leave her alone.
She had one friend who was not a Trenchard, and only one. This was Lady
Seddon, who had been before her marriage a Beaminster and grand-daughter
of the old Duchess of Wrexe. Rachel Beaminster had married Roddy Seddon.
Shortly after their marriage he had been flung from his horse, and from
that time had been always upon his back—it would always be so with him.
They had one child—a boy of two—and they lived in a little house in
Regent’s Park.
That friendship had been of Rachel Seddon’s making. She had driven
herself in upon Katherine and, offering her baby as a reward, had lured
Katherine into her company—but even to her, Katherine had not
surrendered herself. Rachel Seddon was a Beaminster, and although the
Beaminster power was now broken, about that family there lingered
traditions of greatness and autocratic splendour. Neither Rachel nor
Roddy Seddon was autocratic, but Katherine would not trust herself
entirely to them. It was as though she was afraid that by doing so she
would be disloyal to her own people.
This, then, was Katherine’s world.
Upon the morning of the November day when Millicent was to make, upon
London, her triumphal descent from Paris, Katherine found herself,
suddenly, in the middle of Wigmore Street, uneasy—Wigmore Street was
mild, pleasantly lit with a low and dim November sun, humming with a
little stir and scatter of voices and traffic, opening and shutting its
doors, watching a drove of clouds, like shredded paper, sail through the
faint blue sky above it. Katherine stopped for an instant to consider
this strange uneasiness. She looked about her, thought, and decided that
she would go and see Rachel Seddon.
Crossing a little finger of the Park, she stopped again. The shredded
clouds were dancing now amongst the bare stiff branches of the trees and
a grey mist, climbing over the expanse of green, spread like thin gauze
from end to end of the rising ground. A little soughing wind seemed to
creep about her feet. She stopped again and stood there, a solitary
figure. For, perhaps, the first time in her life she considered herself.
She knew, as she stood there, that she had for several days been aware
of this uneasiness. It was as though someone had been knocking at a door
for admittance. She had heard the knocking, but had refused to move,
saying to herself that soon the sound would cease. But it had not
ceased, it was more clamorous than before. She was frightened—why? Was
it Millie’s return? She knew that it was not that....
Standing there, in the still Park, she seemed to hear something say to
her “You are to be caught up.... Life is coming to you.... You cannot
avoid it.... You are caught.”
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