Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“Think of me, Paul, as often as you can. Think of that afternoon in the
restaurant when you first showed me how to drink Vodka and I told you in
appalling German that Byron and Wilde weren’t as good as you thought
them.... Think of me, old man. I believe I’m in for a terrible business.
If Katherine loves me the family will fight me. If she doesn’t love me
nothing else now seems to matter ... and, with it all, I’m as lonely as
though I were a foreigner who didn’t know a word of English and hadn’t a
friend.... I’ve got my Ikon up on the right corner—Near it is a print
of ‘Queen Victoria receiving news of her accession to the throne of
England’ ...”
* * * * *
Philip Mark sat, day after day, in his ugly sitting-room and thought of
Katherine Trenchard. It was nearly a fortnight now since he had come to
these rooms—he had not, during that time, seen Katherine; he had called
once at the Trenchard’s house; he had spent then half an hour alone with
Mrs. Trenchard and Aunt Aggie.
In these fourteen days she had grown from an attractive thought into a
compelling, driving impulse. Because his rooms were unattractive and
because he was sick for Moscow (although he would not admit that)
therefore he had turned to the thought of her to comfort him; now he was
a slave to the combination of it.... He must see her, he must speak to
her, he must have something to remember.... He must not speak to her, he
must not see her lest he should be foolish and ruin all his friendship
with her by frightening her; and, meanwhile, in these long, long
evenings the lamp from the street below trembled and trembled on his
wall as though London, like some hostile policeman, were keeping its eye
upon him, and warned him not to go too far.
The history of Philip Mark, its past, its present, and its future, is to
be found clearly written in the character of his mother. His mother had
been a woman of great force, resolve and determination. She had in
complete subjection those who composed her world. She was kind as the
skilful executioner is kind who severs a head with one neat blow; her
good-humoured husband, her friendly, sentimental, idealistic son
submitted, utterly, without question, to her kindness. She had died when
Philip was twenty-one, and instantly Philip and his father had
discovered, to their immense surprise, their immense relief. Philip’s
father had married at once a young clergyman’s daughter of no character
at all, and was compelled to divorce her four years later. Philip, to
show his new and splendid independence, had discovered an opening in a
cloth business in Moscow. He went there and so remained until, in his
thirtieth year, the death of his father had presented him with fifteen
hundred pounds a year.
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