Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Now they were suddenly alive! They had, they must have, histories,
secrets, triumphs, defeats of a most thrilling order! She would like to
have told them of her own amazing, stupendous circumstances, and then to
have invited their confidences. The world that had held before some
fifty or sixty lives pulsated now with millions. But there was more than
that before her. Whereas she had always, because she loved it, given to
Garth and the country around it a conscious, individual existence,
London had been to her simply four walls with a fire and a window. From
the fire there came heat, from the window a view, but the heat and the
view were made by man for man’s convenience. Had man not been, London
was not.... Garth had breathed and stormed, threatened and loved before
Man’s spirit had been created.
Now, although as yet she did not recognise it, she began to be aware of
London’s presence—as though from some hidden corner, from long ago some
stranger had watched her; now, because the room was lit, he was revealed
to her. She was not, as yet, at all frightened by her knowledge, but
even in quiet Westminster there were doorways, street corners, trees,
windows, chimneys, houses, set and square and silent, that perceived her
coming and going—“Tum—te tum—Tat—Tat—Tat ...
Tat—Tat—Tat—Tum—te—tum....
“We know all about it, Katherine Trenchard—We know what’s going to
happen to you, but we can’t tell you—We’re older and wiser, much older
and much, much wiser than you are—Tat—Tat—Tat....”
She was so happy that London could not at present disturb her, but when
the sun was suddenly caught behind black clouds, when a whirr of rain
came slashing down from nowhere at all, when a fog caught with its
yellow hand London’s throat and squeezed it, when gusts of dust rose
from the streets in little clouds as though the horses were kicking
their feet, when a wind, colder than snow came, blowing from nowhere, on
a warm day, Katherine needed Philip, clung to him, begged him not to
leave her ... she had never, in all her life, clung to anyone before.
But this remains that, during these weeks, she found him perfect. She
liked nothing better than his half-serious, half-humorous sallies at
himself. “You’ve got to buck me up, Katherine—keep me from flopping
about, you know. Until I met you no one had any real influence on
me—never in all my days. Now you can do anything with me. Tell me when
I do anything hateful, and scold me as often as you can. Look at me with
the eyes of Aunt Aggie if you can—she sees me without any false
colouring. I’m not a hero—far from it—but I can be anything if you
love me enough.”
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