The Greville Memoirs, Part 2 (of 3), Volume 1 (of 3): A Journal of the Reign of Queen Victoria from 1837 to 1852Greville, Charles
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The Greville Memoirs, Part 2 (of 3), Volume 1 (of 3): A Journal of the Reign of Queen Victoria from 1837 to 1852
Greville, Charles
Great Britain -- History -- Victoria, 1837-1901
Among other changes of habit, it has occurred to me why should
not I begin the New Year by keeping a regular diary? What I do
write are merely fragments of memoirs with passing events briefly
alluded to, and the odds and ends collected from different
sources recorded and commented on. It is not the first time I
have had thoughts of keeping a more regular journal, in which not
only my doings should be noted down and my goings, but which
would also preserve some record of my thoughts and feelings, if
ever indeed I really do think and feel. The reason I have never
done anything of this sort is partly that I have been too idle,
and the result partly of modesty and partly of vanity. A journal
to be good, true, and interesting, should be written without the
slightest reference to publication, but without any fear of it;
it should be the transcript of a mind which can bear
transcribing. I do not in sincerity believe that my mind, or
thoughts, or actions, are of sufficient importance or interest to
make it worth while (for the sake of others) to take this
trouble. I always contemplate the possibility that hereafter my
journal will be read by the public, always greedy of such things,
and I regard with alarm and dislike the notion of its containing
a heap of twaddle and trash concerning matters appertaining to
myself which nobody else will care three straws about. If
therefore I discard these scruples and do what I meditate (and
very likely after all I shall not, or only for a very short
time), the next thing is, Why? It seems exceedingly ridiculous to
say that one strong stimulus proceeds from reading Scott's
Diary--which he began very late in life and in consequence of
reading Byron's--not because I fancy I can write a diary as
amusing as Scott's or Byron's, but because I am struck by the
excessive pleasure which Scott appeared to derive from writing
his journal, and I am (and this is the principal cause) struck
with the important use to which the habit may be turned. The
habit of recording is first of all likely to generate a desire to
have something of some interest to record; it will lead to habits
of reflexion and to trains of thought, the pursuit of which may
be pleasing and profitable; it will exercise the memory and
sharpen the understanding generally; and though the thoughts may
not be very profound, nor the remarks very lively or ingenious,
nor the narrative of exceeding interest, still the exercise is, I
think, calculated to make the writer wiser, and perhaps better.
If I do this I shall read over all I write long before anyone
else will have an opportunity of doing so, and I am not likely to
be over-indulgent if I find myself a bore.
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