Giovanna was wholly free from self-consciousness and _mauvaise honte_;
she was as self-possessed as a woman twice her age; consequently there
was a charming ease and naturalness in her intercourse with Alec, which
he found increasingly fascinating as time went on.
It was surprising what a number of things they found to talk about, and
how naturally one subject seemed to lead up to another. If sometimes
Alec’s talk went a little over the girl’s head, if he now and then
started a subject which for her was devoid of interest, she was careful
not to betray the fact. She might be secretly bored, but her lips never
lost their smile, nor her eyes their sparkle.
The heir of Withington Chase lingered on week after week in the little
Italian town till a couple of months had gone by, without caring to ask
himself why he did so.
At length the time came when he had neither the power nor the will to
tear himself away. Self-deception was a species of weakness in which he
had never indulged; he had always dealt frankly with himself, and he
did so now. He was in love with the innkeeper’s daughter, and he
admitted it. More than once, in years gone by, his fancy had been taken
captive, but in every case the day had come, and that after no long
time, when he had snapped the silken thread that loosely held him, and
had gone on his way again, heart whole and fancy free.
But it was no frail silken chain that held him now: he was a helpless
captive bound hand and foot in Love’s golden fetters.
When, however, he asked himself what prospect there was of his passion
being reciprocated, he could but reply that he had no grounds whatever
for answering the question in his own favour. That Vanna sought his
society and that she derived a certain amount of pleasure from it,
could not be doubted; but, on the other hand, every one of those signs
was wanting which are supposed to foreshadow the dawn of love in a
young girl’s heart. She was as easy and unembarrassed in his company as
in that of her father, which, of itself; seemed to indicate the absence
of any special regard for him. And yet there were times when an
inscrutable something glanced at him for a moment out of the depths of
her magnificent eyes and kindled a sudden flame of hope in his heart,
which, if it quickly died down again, left behind it a certain glow
less evanescent than itself.
At length a time arrived when it became clear to Alec that matters
between himself and Vanna could not go on much longer as they were. The
state of uncertainty in which he lived was fast becoming intolerable to
him. Not much longer could he keep silent. He would give words to the
passion that was consuming him and win all or lose all by the result.
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