“It has become my most painful task” (she began) “to have to inform you
that our child died in the course of Friday night last, after only a
few hours’ illness. Everything was done for it that could be done, but
in vain. The doctor whom I had summoned was present when the end came.
The funeral took place to-day, Monday. I enclose you the certificate of
burial.
“It seemed to me that it would have been useless, as well as foolish,
to bring you upwards of seven hundred miles merely in order that you
might be present at the interment. All was over. Your presence could
have availed nothing.
“With the death of my babe the strongest link in the chain which bound
me to you, is broken. Had it lived I should not have taken the step I
have now determined upon: which is, to at once go back to my own home,
in my own country—which I ought never to have left.
“Both you and I have long been aware of the terrible mistake we made in
taking upon ourselves the obligations of matrimony. It is not too late,
however (or so I think and believe), to undo in some measure at least
the folly of which we were mutually guilty. There is one way, and one
only, by means of which this can be effected. It is for us to
separate—it is for you to go your way, and I to go mine—and to be
virtually dead to each other henceforward and for ever.
“I shall leave this place three hours hence on my way to New York,
whence I shall take the steamer for Europe, but whether I shall proceed
direct to Italy, or whether I shall first visit my mother’s relatives
in England, I have not yet decided. In any case, it would be useless
for you to follow me. My mind is fully made up, and nothing would
induce me to return to you.
“When you left this place three months ago you put into my hands a
number of blank signed cheques which I was to fill up at my own
discretion for whatever sums I might find myself in need of while you
were away. By means of one of the cheques in question I have drawn out
the remaining balance standing to your credit in the bank, amounting to
a trifle over five hundred pounds. You are not the man to begrudge me
this sum, I am sure, for you were ever generosity itself towards me.
“And now I have nothing more to add, except to bid you farewell, and to
ask you to believe that you have, in all sincerity, the best wishes for
your future happiness and prosperity of one who regrets that she cannot
love you as such a man as you deserves to be loved.
“GIOVANNA.
“P.S. I have arranged for this letter not to be posted till a week
after my departure, so that by the time you read these lines I shall be
halfway on my road to Europe.”
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