In due course Septimus May returned to Chadlands with him. The clergyman
had heard of his son's end, and went immediately to see the dead
man. There Mary joined him, and witnessed his self-control under very
shattering grief. He was thin, clean-shaven--a grey man with smouldering
eyes and an expression of endurance. A fanatic in faith, by virtue of
certain asperities of mind and a critical temperament, he had never made
friends, won his parish into close ties, nor advanced the cause of his
religion as he had yearned to do. With the zeal of a reformer, he had
entered the ministry in youth; but while commanding respect for his own
rule of conduct and the example he set his little flock, their affection
he never won. The people feared him, and dreaded his stern criticism.
Once certain spirits, smarting under pulpit censure, had sought to
be rid of him; but no grounds existed on which they could eject the
reverend gentleman or challenge his status. He remained, therefore, as
many like him remain, embedded in his parish and unknown beyond it.
He was a poor student of human nature and life had dimmed his old
ambitions, soured his hopes; but it had not clouded his faith. With a
passionate fervor he believed all that he tried to teach, and held that
an almighty, all loving and all merciful God controlled every destiny,
ordered existence for the greatest and least, and allowed nothing
to happen upon earth that was not the best that could happen for the
immortal beings He had created in His own image. Upon this assurance
fell the greatest, almost the only, blow that life could deal Septimus
May. He was stricken suddenly, fearfully with his unutterable loss; but
his agony turned into prayer while he knelt beside his son. He prayed
with a fiery intensity and a resonant vibration of voice that scorched
rather than comforted the woman who knelt beside him. The fervor of the
man's emotion and the depth of his conviction, running like a torrent
through the narrow channels of his understanding, were destined
presently to complicate a situation sufficiently painful without
intervention; for a time swiftly came when Septimus May forced his
beliefs upon Chadlands and opposed them to the opinions of other people
as deeply concerned as himself to explain the death of his son.
Mr. May, learning that most of the house party could not depart until
the following morning, absented himself from dinner; indeed, he spent
his time almost entirely with his boy, and when night came kept vigil
beside him. Something of the strange possession of his mind already
appeared, in curious hints that puzzled Sir Walter; but it was not until
after the post-mortem examination and inquest that his extraordinary
views were elaborated.
Millicent Fayre-Michell and her uncle were the first to depart on the
following day. The girl harbored a grievance.
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