The Grey Woman and other TalesGaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
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The Grey Woman and other Tales
Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories
My father held, as thou knowest, the mill on the Neckar, where thy
new-found uncle, Scherer, now lives. Thou rememberest the surprise with
which we were received there last vintage twelvemonth. How thy uncle
disbelieved me when I said that I was his sister Anna, whom he had
long believed to be dead, and how I had to lead thee underneath the
picture, painted of me long ago, and point out, feature by feature, the
likeness between it and thee; and how, as I spoke, I recalled first to
my own mind, and then by speech to his, the details of the time when it
was painted; the merry words that passed between us then, a happy boy
and girl; the position of the articles of furniture in the room; our
father’s habits; the cherry-tree, now cut down, that shaded the window
of my bedroom, through which my brother was wont to squeeze himself, in
order to spring on to the topmost bough that would bear his weight; and
thence would pass me back his cap laden with fruit to where I sat on
the window-sill, too sick with fright for him to care much for eating
the cherries.
And at length Fritz gave way, and believed me to be his sister Anna,
even as though I were risen from the dead. And thou rememberest how
he fetched in his wife, and told her that I was not dead, but was
come back to the old home once more, changed as I was. And she would
scarce believe him, and scanned me with a cold, distrustful eye, till
at length—for I knew her of old as Babette Müller—I said that I was
well-to-do, and needed not to seek out friends for what they had to
give. And then she asked—not me, but her husband—why I had kept silent
so long, leading all—father, brother, every one that loved me in my own
dear home—to esteem me dead. And then thine uncle (thou rememberest?)
said he cared not to know more than I cared to tell; that I was his
Anna, found again, to be a blessing to him in his old age, as I had
been in his boyhood. I thanked him in my heart for his trust; for were
the need for telling all less than it seems to me now I could not speak
of my past life. But she, who was my sister-in-law still, held back
her welcome, and, for want of that, I did not go to live in Heidelberg
as I had planned beforehand, in order to be near my brother Fritz, but
contented myself with his promise to be a father to my Ursula when I
should die and leave this weary world.
That Babette Müller was, as I may say, the cause of all my life’s
suffering. She was a baker’s daughter in Heidelberg—a great beauty, as
people said, and, indeed, as I could see for myself. I, too—thou sawest
my picture—was reckoned a beauty, and I believe I was so. Babette
Müller looked upon me as a rival. She liked to be admired, and had no
one much to love her. I had several people to love me—thy grandfather,
Fritz, the old servant Kätchen, Karl, the head apprentice at the
mill—and I feared admiration and notice, and the being stared at as the
“Schöne Müllerin,” whenever I went to make my purchases in Heidelberg.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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