England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
But Isabel it is less easy to describe, and I will scarcely attempt to
do so. To some extent her appearance, her very beauty, did her
injustice, for it was difficult to believe that it could exist side by
side with such complete unaffectedness and simplicity, such entire
absence of vanity. She knew--she could not but know--that she was
lovely, but she scarcely thought about it, _herself_ in any way
occupying a far smaller place in her thought than is the case with many
a woman whose small claims on admiration one would imagine likely to
beget humility and self-forgetfulness.
And the next day found Moore and myself most willing members of the
excursion party to Oberwald. How well I remember it all! My shyness
melted away like morning mist in the happy geniality of our companions,
above all of Isabel. She was just enough older than I to make it
natural that she should take a little the lead in some ways. She had
seen more of society than I of course, quietly though they lived at
home, and since her sister's marriage, the fact of being in charge of
her father's house had given her a little air of importance which was
quaint and pretty.
Before that pleasant day was over we had compared notes on almost every
department of girl-life. I had confided to her my newly awakened
feelings of dissatisfaction as to my want of feminine tastes and
tendency to "tomboyishness," and she on her side had told me that she
was often afraid of growing too prim or narrow-minded in the
well-arranged regularity of her own home-life.
"That was why," she said, "I was so glad to travel a little. I feel as
if I needed to rough it in some ways. Father is too careful of me, too
unselfish. I am afraid I have always been a spoilt child, and having no
brothers, you see, may make me selfish without knowing it!"
She looked up at me anxiously with her sweet brown eyes. What was it
they reminded me of? I had already noticed that her people called her
by some peculiar pet name; I had not caught it exactly.
"What is it that your sister and father call you sometimes?" I said.
"Is it `Ella'?"
Isabel blushed a little.
"_No_," she said, "it is Zella. Rather a silly name, I am afraid. It
came from a fancy of father's that my eyes were like a gazelle's."
"And so they are!" I exclaimed; "that is the look I have seen in them--
some dogs have it too! I don't think it is at all a silly name. Will
you let me call you by it sometimes?" for of course under the
circumstances there had been no question of anything but "Isabel" and
"Regina" between us from the first.
"Of course you may, if you like," she said. "But--" and she hesitated.
"But what?" I asked.
Isabel smiled.
"You mustn't be vexed with me," she replied, "if I can't promise to call
you `Reggie,' as your brother does. I don't like it--and Regina is such
a pretty name and uncommon too."
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