England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She had been the sweetest of little hostesses; she was the most charming
of guests. Every-thing seemed to come right to her, and everybody liked
her. I think she specially loved the filing of a mother in our home,
above all a mother who had known hers.
"It must be so delightful, Regina," she said, a day or two after her
arrival, "to have some one you can always appeal to, always consult,
like Mrs Fitzmaurice, close at hand," and she gave a little sigh.
"Papa is the dearest of fathers, and since Margaret's marriage he and I
have been, as you know, everything to each other. Still, after all, a
man isn't a woman, and over and over again I long for a mother."
"But you have your sister?" I said.
"Oh yes, of course," was the reply. "The best of sisters; but it cannot
now be quite the same, no longer living together. She has her own home
and separate interests. I shouldn't feel it right to trouble her about
little things. And you can go to your mother for everything. I do so
hate responsibility, and now it seems coming upon me more and more since
father is less well than he used to be."
"I don't think," I answered, "that I have ever dreaded responsibility
very much, perhaps because, so far, I have small experience of it! But
I am likely to have to be rather `independent' before long. I don't
think you will envy me, Isabel, when I tell you that this spring I am
going up to London for a couple of months to be taken out by a cousin of
mother's, whom I scarcely know, and already feel afraid of."
Isabel looked up with startled sympathy in her eyes.
"Oh yes, indeed," she said. "I _do_ pity you, or rather I would pity
myself in your place. Why doesn't your mother take you out herself?"
Here it was my turn to sigh.
"She is not nearly strong enough," I said, "for anything of the kind. I
have always known that something of the sort was before me sooner or
later, and I don't look forward to it in the least."
"Poor Regina!" said Isabel. "In our different ways I don't think either
you or I would ever care _very_ much for what is called `society'--I
from cowardice, and you from--oh! from having so many other things that
interest you--such a delightful home, where you are made so much of, and
country things. _My_ only experience of London has been for quite a
short time together, and under Margaret's wing. But then, Regina, you
are much, much stronger-minded than I. I dare say in the end you will
really enjoy it."
"Perhaps," I allowed. "I certainly should not care to live a very
shut-up life, nor would you either, in any extreme. For instance," I
went on, with a little self-consciousness, which, if Isabel perceived,
she was clever enough to conceal that she did so, "for instance, we
don't envy those poor little Miss Greys at Grimsthorpe. By-the-bye, you
have not told me if you've heard anything of them."
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