England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
I was not sorry for the opportunity of making this inquiry in an
apparently off-hand way. I was really anxious to know about the Grim
House people, and yet the feeling of our secret and the great dread of
involuntarily breaking my agreement with them, made me almost nervously
afraid of any mention of them.
"Yes," said Isabel, speaking, it seemed to me, more slowly and as it
were consideringly than her wont. "Yes, I have been going to tell you
ever since I came, but I have got to have a perhaps exaggerated dread of
gossiping about them--only, you see, you do already know all _I_ do.
Yes, we are more sorry for them than ever. The cripple one, the brother
with the angelic face, has been so ill this winter. And the other
three's poor faces have got sadder and sadder, and grimmer and grimmer,
Sunday after Sunday."
"No," I exclaimed impulsively, "not _grimmer_; at least not the sisters;
for theirs have never been grim. I think their expression is quite
sweet."
"Do you?" said Isabel. "How do--oh, I was forgetting. Of course you
saw them quite at close quarters that day they came down on a Good
Samaritan visit when Moore hurt his foot _I_ have never managed to see
them very distinctly; those old-fashioned bonnets of theirs hide them
so. But the elder brother--_he_ is grim enough, at least."
"Ye-es," I replied half-dubiously, "I suppose so." I had lost my
nervous feeling by now, and a certain curious spirit of defiance which I
have always known to be latent in me, and which, were it not kept in
check, might grow into a kind of recklessness, had been aroused by a
touch of "dryness" in Isabel's tone. I felt inclined to disagree with
her, to contradict her for the sake of doing so! So "ye-es," I
repeated. "Perhaps so, but there is more in his face than grimness and
melancholy. _I_ think there is dormant tenderness too."
"Dear me!" was Isabel's comment on this, "what good eyes you must have!
I could never have detected all that."
"I have very good eyes," I replied, "and, naturally, your talking so
much about the Greys sharpened them whenever I had a chance of using
them in that quarter."
"Good eyes, and good ears, too," I thought to myself, and with the
recollection of my eavesdropping, there awoke again the old sensation of
shame, bringing with it quick repentance for my manner to Isabel, in
which a rather ungenerous wish to remind her that her confidences had
been the origin of my curiosity, had been a motive at work. "If she
_does_ know anything about what really happened, it is just as well for
her to take some of the blame," I had thought, "and I _have_ been
faithful to her." But as usual, her gentleness still further disarmed
me.
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