Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
jealously keep; the All Powerful by whose intervention the absent rise
up at our side, without our being permitted to set eyes on them; the
Danaids of the Unseen who without ceasing empty, fill, transmit the urns
of sound; the ironic Furies who, just as we were murmuring a confidence
to a friend, in the hope that no one was listening, cry brutally: “I
hear you!”; the ever infuriated servants of the Mystery, the umbrageous
priestesses of the Invisible, the Young Ladies of the Telephone.
And, the moment our call has sounded, in the night filled with phantoms
to which our ears alone are unsealed, a tiny sound, an abstract
sound—the sound of distance overcome—and the voice of the dear one
speaks to us.
It is she, it is her voice that is speaking, that is there. But how
remote it is! How often have I been unable to listen without anguish, as
though, confronted by the impossibility of seeing, except after long
hours of journeying, her whose voice has been so close to my ear, I felt
more clearly the sham and illusion of meetings apparently most pleasant,
and at what a distance we may be from the people we love at the moment
when it seems that we have only to stretch out our hand to seize and
hold them. A real presence indeed that voice so near—in actual
separation. But a premonition also of an eternal separation! Over and
again, as I listened in this way, without seeing her who spoke to me
from so far away, it has seemed to me that the voice was crying to me
from depths out of which one does not rise again, and I have known the
anxiety that was one day to wring my heart when a voice should thus
return (alone, and attached no longer to a body which I was never more
to see), to murmur, in my ear, words I would fain have kissed as they
issued from lips for ever turned to dust.
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