Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
as in a painted window. An arm of the sea cut the town in two; the green
water stretched to my feet; it bathed on the opposite shore the
foundations of an oriental church, and beyond it houses which existed
already in the fourteenth century, so that to go across to them would
have been to ascend the stream of time. This dream in which nature had
learned from art, in which the sea had turned gothic, this dream in
which I longed to attain, in which I believed that I was attaining to
the impossible, it seemed to me that I had often dreamed it before. But
as it is the property of what we imagine in our sleep to multiply itself
in the past, and to appear, even when novel, familiar, I supposed that I
was mistaken. I noticed, however, that I did frequently have this dream.
The limitations, too, that are common to all sleep were reflected in
mine, but in a symbolical manner; I could not in the darkness make out
the faces of the friends who were in the room, for we sleep with our
eyes shut; I, who could carry on endless arguments with myself while I
dreamed, as soon as I tried to speak to these friends felt the words
stick in my throat, for we do not speak distinctly in our sleep; I
wanted to go to them, and I could not move my limbs, for we do not walk
when we are asleep either; and suddenly I was ashamed to be seen by
them, for we sleep without our clothes. So, my eyes blinded, my lips
sealed, my limbs fettered, my body naked, the figure of sleep which my
sleep itself projected had the appearance of those great allegorical
figures (in one of which Giotto has portrayed Envy with a serpent in her
mouth) of which Swann had given me photographs.
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