Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
My father had also another encounter about this time, but one at which
his extreme surprise ended in equal indignation. In the street one day
he ran into Mme. Sazerat, whose life in Paris her comparative poverty
restricted to occasional visits to a friend. There was no one who bored
my father quite so intensely as did Mme. Sazerat, so much so that Mamma
was obliged, once a year, to intercede with him in sweet and suppliant
tones: “My dear, I really must invite Mme. Sazerat to the house, just
once; she won’t stay long;” and even: “Listen, dear, I am going to ask
you to make a great sacrifice; do go and call upon Mme. Sazerat. You
know I hate bothering you, but it would be so nice of you.” He would
laugh, raise various objections, and go to pay the call. And so, for all
that Mme. Sazerat did not appeal to him, on catching sight of her in the
street my father went towards her, hat in hand; but to his profound
astonishment Mme. Sazerat confined her greeting to the frigid bow
enforced by politeness towards a person who is guilty of some
disgraceful action or has been condemned to live, for the future, in
another hemisphere. My father had come home speechless with rage. Next
day my mother met Mme. Sazerat in some one’s house. She did not offer my
mother her hand, but only smiled at her with a vague and melancholy air
as one smiles at a person with whom one used to play as a child, but
with whom one has since severed all one’s relations because she has led
an abandoned life, has married a convict or (what is worse still) a
co-respondent. Now, from all time my parents had accorded to Mme.
Sazerat, and inspired in her, the most profound respect. But (and of
this my mother was ignorant) Mme. Sazerat, alone of her kind at Combray,
was a Dreyfusard. My father, a friend of M. Méline, was convinced that
Dreyfus was guilty. He had flatly refused to listen to some of his
colleagues who had asked him to sign a petition demanding a fresh trial.
He never spoke to me for a week, after learning that I had chosen to
take a different line. His opinions were well known. He came near to
being looked upon as a Nationalist. As for my grandmother, in whom alone
of the family a generous doubt was likely to be kindled, whenever anyone
spoke to her of the possible innocence of Dreyfus, she gave a shake of
her head, the meaning of which we did not at the time understand, but
which was like the gesture of a person who has been interrupted while
thinking of more serious things. My mother, torn between her love for my
father and her hope that I might turn out to have brains, preserved an
impartiality which she expressed by silence. Finally my grandfather, who
adored the Army (albeit his duties with the National Guard had been the
bugbear of his riper years), could never, at Combray, see a regiment go
by the garden railings without baring his head as the colonel and the
colours passed. All this was quite enough to make Mme. Sazerat, who knew
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