Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
every incident of the disinterested and honourable careers of my father
and grandfather, regard them as pillars of Injustice. We pardon the
crimes of individuals, but not their participation in a collective
crime. As soon as she knew my father to be an anti-Dreyfusard she set
between him and herself continents and centuries. Which explains why,
across such an interval of time and space, her bow had been
imperceptible to my father, and why it had not occurred to her to hold
out her hand, or to say a few words which would never have carried
across the worlds that lay between.
Saint-Loup, who was coming anyhow to Paris, had promised to take me to
Mme. de Villeparisis’s, where I hoped, though I had not said so to him,
that we might meet Mme. de Guermantes. He invited me to luncheon in a
restaurant with his mistress, whom we were afterwards to accompany to a
rehearsal. We were to go out in the morning and call for her at her home
on the outskirts of Paris.
I had asked Saint-Loup that the restaurant to which we went for luncheon
(in the lives of young noblemen with money to spend the restaurant plays
as important a part as do bales of merchandise in Arabian stories),
might, if possible, be that to which Aimé had told me that he would be
going as head waiter until the Balbec season started. It was a great
attraction to me who dreamed of so many expeditions and made so few to
see again some one who formed part not merely of my memories of Balbec
but of Balbec itself, who went there year after year, who when ill
health or my studies compelled me to stay in Paris would be watching,
just the same, through the long July afternoons while he waited for the
guests to come in to dinner, the sun creep down the sky and set in the
sea, through the glass panels of the great dining-room, behind which, at
the hour when the light died, the motionless wings of vessels, smoky
blue in the distance, looked like exotic and nocturnal moths in a
show-case. Himself magnetised by his contact with the strong lodestone
of Balbec, this head waiter became in turn a magnet attracting me. I
hoped by talking to him to get at once into communication with Balbec,
to have realised here in Paris something of the delights of travel.
I left the house early, with Françoise complaining bitterly because the
footman who was engaged to be married had once again been prevented, the
evening before, from going to see his girl. Françoise had found him in
tears; he had been itching to go and strike the porter, but had
restrained himself, for he valued his place.
Before reaching Saint-Loup’s, where he was to be waiting for me at the
door, I ran into Legrandin, of whom we had lost sight since our Combray
days, and who, though now grown quite grey, had preserved his air of
youthful candour. Seeing me, he stopped:
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