Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“Ah! So it’s you,” he exclaimed, “a man of fashion, and in a frock coat
too! That is a livery in which my independent spirit would be ill at
ease. It is true that you are a man of the world, I suppose, and go out
paying calls! To go and dream, as I do, before some half ruined tomb, my
flowing tie and jacket are not out of place. You know how I admire the
charming quality of your soul; that is why I tell you how deeply I
regret that you should go forth and deny it among the Gentiles. By being
capable of remaining for a moment in the nauseating atmosphere—which I
am unable to breathe—of a drawing-room, you pronounce on your own future
the condemnation, the damnation of the Prophet. I can see it all, you
frequent the ‘light hearts’, the houses of the great, that is the vice
of our middle class to-day. Ah! Those aristocrats! The Terror was
greatly to blame for not cutting the heads off every one of them. They
are all sinister debauchees, when they are not simply dreary idiots.
Still, my poor boy, if that sort of thing amuses you! While you are on
your way to your tea-party your old friend will be more fortunate than
you, for alone in an outlying suburb he will be watching the pink moon
rise in a violet sky. The truth is that I scarcely belong to this Earth
upon which I feel myself such an exile; it takes all the force of the
law of gravity to hold me here, to keep me from escaping into another
sphere. I belong to a different planet. Good-bye; do not take amiss the
old-time frankness of the peasant of the Vivonne, who has also remained
a peasant of the Danube. To prove to you that I am your sincere
well-wisher, I am going to send you my last novel. But you will not care
for it; it is not deliquescent enough, not _fin de siècle_ enough for
you; it is too frank, too honest; what you want is Bergotte, you have
confessed it, high game for the jaded palates of pleasure-seeking
epicures. I suppose I am looked upon, in your set, as an old campaigner;
I do wrong to put my heart into what I write, that is no longer done;
besides, the life of the people is not distinguished enough to interest
your little snobbicules. Go, get you gone, try to recall at times the
words of Christ: ‘Do this and ye shall live.’ Farewell, Friend.”
It was not with any particular resentment against Legrandin that I
parted from him. Certain memories are like friends in common, they can
bring about reconciliations; set down amid fields starred with
buttercups, upon which were piled the ruins of feudal greatness, the
little wooden bridge still joined us, Legrandin and me, as it joined the
two banks of the Vivonne.
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