Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
I had realised that morning beneath the pear blossom how illusory were
the grounds upon which Robert’s love for “Rachel when from the Lord” was
based; I was bound now to admit how very real were the sufferings to
which that love gave rise. Gradually the feeling that had obsessed him
for the last hour, without a break, began to diminish, receded into him,
an unoccupied pliable zone appeared in his eyes. I had stopped for a
moment at a corner of the Avenue Gabriel from which I had often in the
past seen Gilberte appear. I tried for a few seconds to recall those
distant impressions, and was hurrying at a “gymnastic” pace to overtake
Saint-Loup when I saw that a gentleman, somewhat shabbily attired,
appeared to be talking to him confidentially. I concluded that this was
a personal friend of Robert; at the same time they seemed to be drawing
even closer to one another; suddenly, as a meteor flashes through the
sky, I saw a number of ovoid bodies assume with a giddy swiftness all
the positions necessary for them to form, before Saint-Loup’s face and
body, a flickering constellation. Flung out like stones from a catapult,
they seemed to me to be at the very least seven in number. They were
merely, however, Saint-Loup’s pair of fists, multiplied by the speed
with which they were changing their places in this—to all appearance
ideal and decorative—arrangement. But this elaborate display was nothing
more than a pummelling which Saint-Loup was administering, the true
character of which, aggressive rather than aesthetic, was first revealed
to me by the aspect of the shabbily dressed gentleman who appeared to be
losing at once his self-possession, his lower jaw and a quantity of
blood. He gave fictitious explanations to the people who came up to
question him, turned his head and, seeing that Saint-Loup had made off
and was hastening to rejoin me, stood gazing after him with an offended,
crushed, but by no means furious expression on his face. Saint-Loup, on
the other hand, was furious, although he himself had received no blow,
and his eyes were still blazing with anger when he reached me. The
incident was in no way connected (as I had supposed) with the assault in
the theatre. It was an impassioned loiterer who, seeing the fine looking
young soldier that Saint-Loup was, had made overtures to him. My friend
could not get over the audacity of this “clique” who no longer even
waited for the shades of night to cover their operations, and spoke of
the suggestion that had been made to him with the same indignation as
the newspapers use in reporting an armed assault and robbery, in broad
daylight, in the centre of Paris. And yet the recipient of his blow was
excusable in one respect, for the trend of the downward slope brings
desire so rapidly to the point of enjoyment that beauty by itself
appears to imply consent. Now, that Saint-Loup was beautiful was beyond
dispute. Castigation such as he had just administered has this value,
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