Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
a higher authority whose protecting influence one has sought, and who,
finding it to be in order, replies: “Very well; I have nothing to say;
if it’s like that you may pass,” this time the watcher in the tower did
not move. But sullenly she seemed to be saying: “What use will that be
to you? Since you are friends with quinine, she may give me the order
not to go up, once, ten times, twenty times. And then she will grow
tired of telling me, I know her; get along with you. This won’t last for
ever. And then you’ll be a lot better off.” Thereupon my grandmother
felt the presence within her of a creature which knew the human body
better than herself, the presence of a contemporary of the races that
have vanished from the earth, the presence of earth’s first
inhabitant—long anterior to the creation of thinking man—she felt that
aeonial ally who was sounding her, a little roughly even, in the head,
the heart, the elbow; he found out the weak places, organized everything
for the prehistoric combat which began at once to be fought. In a moment
a trampled Python, the fever, was vanquished by the potent chemical
substance to which my grandmother, across the series of kingdoms,
reaching out beyond all animal and vegetable life, would fain have been
able to give thanks. And she remained moved by this glimpse which she
had caught, through the mists of so many centuries, of a climate
anterior to the creation even of plants. Meanwhile the thermometer, like
a Weird Sister momentarily vanquished by some more ancient god, held
motionless her silver spindle. Alas! other inferior creatures which man
has trained to the chase of the mysterious quarry which he cannot pursue
within the pathless forest of himself, reported cruelly to us every day
a certain quantity of albumen, not large, but constant enough for it
also to appear to bear relation to some persistent malady which we could
not detect. Bergotte had shocked that scrupulous instinct in me which
made me subordinate my intellect when he spoke to me of Dr. du Boulbon
as of a physician who would not bore me, who would discover methods of
treatment which, however strange they might appear, would adapt
themselves to the singularity of my mind. But ideas transform themselves
in us, they overcome the resistance with which we at first meet them,
and feed upon rich intellectual reserves which we did not know to have
been prepared for them. So, as happens whenever anything we have heard
said about some one whom we do not know has had the faculty of awakening
in us the idea of great talent, of a sort of genius, in my inmost mind I
gave Dr. du Boulbon the benefit of that unlimited confidence which he
inspires in us who with an eye more penetrating than other men’s
perceives the truth. I knew indeed that he was more of a specialist in
nervous diseases, the man to whom Charcot before his death had predicted
that he would reign supreme in neurology and psychiatry. “Ah! I don’t
know about that.
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