Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
During the last few days people had begun to hear of my grandmother’s
illness and to inquire for news of her. Saint-Loup had written to me: “I
do not wish to take advantage of a time when your dear grandmother is
unwell to convey to you what is far more than mere reproaches, on a
matter with which she has no concern. But I should not be speaking the
truth were I to say to you, even out of politeness, that I shall ever
forget the perfidy of your conduct, or that there can ever be any
forgiveness for so scoundrelly a betrayal.” But some other friends,
supposing that my grandmother was not seriously ill (they may not even
have known that she was ill at all), had asked me to meet them next day
in the Champs-Elysées, to go with them from there to pay a call
together, ending up with a dinner in the country, the thought of which
appealed to me. I had no longer any reason to forego these two
pleasures. When my grandmother had been told that it was now imperative,
if she was to obey Dr. du Boulbon’s orders, that she should go out as
much as possible, she had herself at once suggested the Champs-Elysées.
It would be easy for me to escort her there; and, while she sat reading,
to arrange with my friends where I should meet them later; and I should
still be in time, if I made haste, to take the train with them to Ville
d’Avray. When the time came, my grandmother did not want to go out; she
felt tired. But my mother, acting on du Boulbon’s instructions, had the
strength of mind to be firm and to insist on obedience. She was almost
in tears at the thought that my grandmother was going to relapse again
into her nervous weakness, which she might never be able to shake off.
Never again would there be such a fine, warm day for an outing. The sun
as it moved through the sky interspersed here and there in the broken
solidity of the balcony its unsubstantial muslins, and gave to the
freestone ledge a warm epidermis, an indefinite halo of gold. As
Françoise had not had time to send a “tube” to her daughter, she left us
immediately after luncheon. She very kindly consented, however, to call
first at Jupien’s, to get a stitch put in the cloak which my grandmother
was going to wear. Returning at that moment from my morning walk I
accompanied her into the shop. “Is it your young master who brings you
here,” Jupien asked Françoise, “is it you who are bringing him to see
me, or is it some good wind and fortune that bring you both?” For all
his want of education, Jupien respected the laws of grammar as
instinctively as M. de Guermantes, in spite of every effort, broke them.
With Françoise gone and the cloak mended, it was time for my grandmother
to get ready. Having obstinately refused to let Mamma stay in the room
with her, she took, left to herself, an endless time over her dressing,
and now that I knew her to be quite well; with that strange indifference
which we feel towards our relatives so long as they are alive, which
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