Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
makes us put everyone else before them, I felt it to be very selfish of
her to take so long, to risk making me late when she knew that I had an
appointment with my friends and was dining at Ville d’Avray. In my
impatience I finally went downstairs without waiting for her, after I
had twice been told that she was just ready. At last she joined me,
without apologising to me, as she generally did, for having kept me
waiting, flushed and bothered like a person who has come to a place in a
hurry and has forgotten half her belongings, just as I was reaching the
half-opened glass door which, without warming them with it in the least,
let in the liquid, throbbing, tepid air from the street (as though the
sluices of a reservoir had been opened) between the frigid walls of the
passage.
“Oh, dear, if you’re going to meet your friends I ought to have put on
another cloak. I look rather poverty-stricken in this one.”
I was startled to see her so flushed, and supposed that having begun by
making herself late she had had to hurry over her dressing. When we left
the cab at the end of the Avenue Gabriel, in the Champs-Elysées, I saw
my grandmother, without a word to me, turn aside and make her way to the
little old pavilion with its green trellis, at the door of which I had
once waited for Françoise. The same park-keeper who had been standing
there then was still talking to Françoise’s “Marquise” when, following
my grandmother who, doubtless because she was feeling sick, had her hand
in front of her mouth, I climbed the steps of that little rustic
theatre, erected there among the gardens. At the entrance, as in those
circus booths where the clown, dressed for the ring and smothered in
flour, stands at the door and takes the money himself for the seats, the
“Marquise”, at the receipt of custom, was still there in her place with
her huge, uneven face smeared with a coarse plaster and her little
bonnet of red flowers and black lace surmounting her auburn wig. But I
do not suppose that she recognised me. The park-keeper, abandoning his
watch over the greenery, with the colour of which his uniform had been
designed to harmonise, was talking to her, on a chair by her side.
“So you’re still here?” he was saying. “You don’t think of retiring?”
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