Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The visits which he now began to pay us came for me several years too
late, for I had no longer the same admiration for him as of old. Which
is not in any sense incompatible with the growth of his reputation. A
man’s work seldom becomes completely understood and successful before
that of another writer, still obscure, has begun in the minds of certain
people more difficult to please to substitute a fresh cult for one that
has almost ceased to command observance. In the books of Bergotte which
I constantly re-read, his sentences stood out as clearly before my eyes
as my own thoughts, the furniture in my room and the carriages in the
street. All the details were quite easily seen, not perhaps precisely as
one had always seen them, but at any rate as one was accustomed to see
them now. But a new writer had recently begun to publish work in which
the relations between things were so different from those that connected
them for me that I could understand hardly anything of what he wrote. He
would say, for instance: “The hose-pipes admired the smart upkeep of the
roads” (and so far it was simple, I followed him smoothly along those
roads) “which started every five minutes from Briand and Claudel.” At
that point I ceased to understand, because I had expected the name of a
place and was given that of a person instead. Only I felt that it was
not the sentence that was badly constructed but I myself that lacked the
strength and ability necessary to reach the end. I would start afresh
striving tooth and nail to climb to the pinnacle from which I would see
things in their novel relations. And each time, after I had got about
half way through the sentence, I would fall back again, as later on,
when I joined the Army, in my attempts at the exercise known as the
“bridge-ladder”. I felt nevertheless for the new writer the admiration
which an awkward boy who never receives any marks for gymnastics feels
when he watches another more nimble. And from then onwards I felt less
admiration for Bergotte, whose limpidity began to strike me as
insufficient. There was a time at which people recognised things quite
easily in pictures when it was Fromentin who had painted them, and could
not recognise them at all when it was Renoir.
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