Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
On leaving the barracks I would take a stroll, and then, to fill up the
time before I went, as I did every evening, to dine with Saint-Loup at
the hotel in which he and his friends had established their mess, I made
for my own, as soon as the sun had set, so as to have a couple of hours
in which to rest and read. In the square, the evening light bedecked the
pepper-pot turrets of the castle with little pink clouds which matched
the colour of the bricks, and completed the harmony by softening the
tone of the latter where it bathed them. So strong a current of vitality
coursed through my nerves that no amount of movement on my part could
exhaust it; each step I took, after touching a stone of the pavement,
rebounded off it. I seemed to have growing on my heels the wings of
Mercury. One of the fountains was filled with a ruddy glow, while in the
other the moonlight had already begun to turn the water opalescent.
Between them were children at play, uttering shrill cries, wheeling in
circles, obeying some necessity of the hour, like swifts or bats. Next
door to the hotel, the old National Courts and the Louis XVI orangery,
in which were installed now the savings-bank and the Army Corps
headquarters, were lighted from within by the palely gilded globes of
their gas-jets which, seen in the still clear daylight outside, suited
those vast, tall, eighteenth-century windows from which the last rays of
the setting sun had not yet departed, as would have suited a complexion
heightened with rouge a headdress of yellow tortoise-shell, and
persuaded me to seek out my fireside and the lamp which, alone in the
shadowy front of my hotel, was striving to resist the gathering
darkness, and for the sake of which I went indoors before it was quite
dark, for pleasure, as to an appetising meal. I kept, when I was in my
room, the same fulness of sensation that I had felt outside. It gave
such an apparent convexity of surface to things which as a rule seem
flat and empty, to the yellow flame of the fire, the coarse blue paper
on the ceiling, on which the setting sun had scribbled corkscrews and
whirligigs, like a schoolboy with a piece of red chalk, the curiously
patterned cloth on the round table, on which a ream of essay paper and
an inkpot lay in readiness for me, with one of Bergotte’s novels, that
ever since then these things have continued to seem to me to be enriched
with a whole form of existence which I feel that I should be able to
extract from them if it were granted me to set eyes on them again. I
thought with joy of the barracks that I had just left and of their
weather-cock turning with every wind that blew. Like a diver breathing
through a pipe which rises above the surface of the water, I felt that I
was in a sense maintaining contact with a healthy, open-air life when I
kept as a baiting-place those barracks, that towering observatory,
dominating a country-side furrowed with canals of green enamel, into
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