England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
On the river-margin of the wood, I was confronted by a wild gleam of
beauty in the familiar view, for which previous experience had not
prepared me. Am I wrong in believing that all scenery, no matter how
magnificent or how homely it may be, derives a splendor not its own from
favouring conditions of light and shade? Our gloomy trees and our
repellent river presented an aspect superbly transfigured, under the
shadows of the towering clouds, the fantastic wreaths of the mist, and
the lurid reddening of the sun as it stooped to its setting. Lovely
interfusions of sobered color rested, faded, returned again, on the upper
leaves of the foliage as they lightly moved. The mist, rolling
capriciously over the waters, revealed the grandly deliberate course of
the flowing current, while it dimmed the turbid earthy yellow that
discolored and degraded the stream under the full glare of day. While my
eyes followed the successive transformations of the view, as the hour
advanced, tender and solemn influences breathed their balm over my mind.
Days, happy days that were past, revived. Again, I walked hand in hand
with my mother, among the scenes that were round me, and learnt from her
to be grateful for the beauty of the earth, with a heart that felt it. We
were tracing our way along our favorite woodland path; and we found a
companion of tender years, hiding from us. She showed herself; blushing,
hesitating, offering a nosegay of wild flowers. My mother whispered to
me--I thanked the little mill-girl, and gave her a kiss. Did I feel the
child's breath, in my day-dream, still fluttering on my cheek? Was I
conscious of her touch? I started, trembled, returned reluctantly to my
present self. A visible hand touched my arm. As I turned suddenly, a
living breath played on my face. The child had faded into a vanishing
shade: the perfected woman who had grown from her had stolen on me
unawares, and was asking me to pardon her. "Mr. Gerard, you were lost in
your thoughts; I spoke, and you never heard me."
I looked at her in silence.
Was this the dear Cristel so well known to me? Or was it a mockery of her
that had taken her place?
"I hope I have not offended you?" she said.
"You have surprised me," I answered. "Something must have happened, since
I saw you last. What is it?"
"Nothing."
I advanced a step, and drew her closer to me. A dark flush discolored her
face. An overpowering brilliancy flashed from her eyes; there was an
hysterical defiance in her manner. "Are you excited? are you angry? are
you trying to startle me by acting a part?" I urged those questions on
her, one after another; and I was loudly and confidently answered.
"I dare say I am excited, Mr. Gerard, by the honor that has been done me.
You are going to keep your engagement, of course? Well, your friend, your
favorite friend, has invited me to meet you. No! that's not quite true. I
invited myself--the deaf gentleman submitted."
"Why did you invite yourself?"
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