Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
Ordith started on his way to the Fane-Herbert’s. It was irritating to
one on his quest to be reminded of the assistance of these gods. He
didn’t like to think of Margaret in their net--compelled. “She’s got no
one to talk to,” Aggett had said. “It ain’t jus’ a pers’nal question.
He’s got Ibble’s behind him.... The girl don’t stand a chance.” Poor
little Margaret! Poor little----
But Ordith dragged himself out of that slough.
“Ass!” he said. “No good whining that drivel. Too many cocktails.”
He took off his hat, stood still, and gathered self-control. Then,
looking at his hat, he thought it a pity that he was not in uniform.
Even upon Margaret, used to it as she was, the blue and gold would have
produced effect. As he approached the house his mind was clear and calm.
IV
Margaret knew in an instant for what purpose he was come. As he crossed
the room and placed himself on the hearthrug she knew that the crisis
she had so long expected was upon her at last. Though he spoke of a
dozen trivial things of which he had spoken many times before, there
was no doubt in her mind that this speech was but preparative to
attack. There was a stiffness in his pose like that of an actor who
is ill at ease. His feet were apart; his body was inclined slightly
towards her; his hands were behind his back. She found that, despite
herself, she acted and thought defensively--and in the bottom of her
heart was a feeling that even her defence must ultimately prove of no
avail.
She heard him telling her calmly that he loved her and wished to
marry her. Then she heard him giving reasons, outlining the future,
speaking at last as if she had given her consent. His eyes were fixed
on her and held her; but, with an effort that was a physical shock,
she broke free of his gaze. At least he should not assume consent. She
would not be edged by this slow process into compliance. She would say
something--anything to break the intolerable evenness of his speech.
She let go of the back of the chair by which she had been standing.
“No.... Wait, Nick.... I----”
He waited not an instant, knowing that he must give her no opportunity
to recover herself or to reorganize her defence. He put his arms
outside hers, and swept her to him. Mind and body, she seemed
enveloped, borne down. The strength, the impetus of him overwhelmed her
as flames and smoke, bursting suddenly forth, overwhelm the opener of
a door in a burning house. She was too sick and faint to do more than
force her head a little backwards, and, catching sight of the black and
white notes of the piano, attach to them the strange significance which
belongs to things far, far distant from us--the significance that the
cool frosty stars possess in the mind of one who perceives them from
the window of a room in which fire has trapped him. In the same second
Ordith was aware that her body, become limp, reposed almost its whole
weight on his arms.
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