Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
And she heard him urging her with words that seemed to grow more and
more musical until at last she was listening pleasurably to them. His
nearness, his strength, his tenderness even--for where there was no
struggle there seemed now no kind of brutality--were becoming sweet to
her--just as the snow becomes warm and comforting to the wanderer who,
sunk by the roadside, is about to cross the line of sleep and death
beyond which is no waking, no resisting, no troubling any more. It was
so good to yield, so easy to say the one word he was demanding with
murmured reiteration.
But she did not say it. She knew she must hold out, as the lier in the
snow knows he must keep awake. “Keep awake!” The words themselves
seemed part of a dream. She tried to put up her hands to thrust him
away, but the impulse led to no more than a faint movement of her
fingers. Then, as she opened her lips and no sound came his kisses
fell on her mouth and throat, and her poor little struggle flickered
out. She had said no word, but the thought came to her, as of a thing
accomplished, “That’s over.... Of course ... I knew.... His wife--his
wife. Always.” Whereupon the consciousness that he was still holding
her reasserted itself and filled her with sudden horror and fear.
Then miraculously--for she remembered nothing of the movement that
released her--she found herself standing clear of Ordith. He had let
her go. In the open doorway, upon which Ordith’s eyes were turned,
stood Hugh, an amazed, embarrassed Hugh, who was saying, “Heavens! I’m
sorry. I didn’t know ...” and hastily shutting the door.
For the first time Ordith was at a loss.
“Well?” he said.
She sank down in a chair.
“Please go away.”
At his least movement towards her she sprang up, white and trembling,
but calm of voice.
“No.... I can’t bear it.... And please never come back--never.”
“But you said----”
“I said nothing.”
“No--not said, but----”
“Oh!” she exclaimed quickly; “I may have been wrong outwardly. But
don’t blame me for having deceived you. You were never deceived.”
He smiled at her as at a child momentarily in a foolish mood, and went
out of the room. On the stairs he met Hugh.
“I’m awfully sorry, sir. I had no idea.”
Ordith laughed. “Nothing,” he said, “nothing at all.... By the way,
there’s nothing official--no definite engagement as yet, so don’t go
and worry her about it. Better act as if you hadn’t seen, unless she
speaks to you of it.... You weren’t meant to see.”
So Hugh was bound. Ordith went on his way to report to Mr. Fane-Herbert
the development of the campaign. Together they considered the position
and reassembled their forces after the not unexpected reverse.
“The difficulty,” said Ordith, “is that she forbade me to see her
again. Having regard to the standard of honour by which we live, that’s
something of a tail-twister.”
“You will, of course, continue to come to my house on my business. The
rest follows in time.”
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