Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
The subject of the portrait looked younger. She had Margaret’s wide-set
grey eyes, her dark hair, her clear skin, to which colour flowed richly
only in emotion. And the resemblance went further than the physical,
for John saw above him that expression, so remarkable for its vitality
and yet so comforting in its repose, with which, when he turned his
head, he found Margaret regarding him. In her eyes, though, was the
brightness of laughter, and her great-grandmother had been a grave
sitter.
“Is it so astonishing?”
“It is a wonderful portrait. You are sound evidence for the artist.”
“I had her hung there,” Margaret said, the light of laughter flickering
out--“I had her hung there, at the foot of the stairs, so that I might
see her whenever I came down to a dance or a dinner, and each morning
before the day began. She looks so extraordinarily alive--so interested
in all the world. And now--well, now, so far as the world is concerned,
she’s a picture on the wall and a name in a genealogical table.”
“And so you use her as a text?”
“Not that. I don’t attempt to weave philosophies around her. I suppose
it’s an odd form of superstition--at any rate, you can call it that,
if you like. She seems to keep a certain balance----” Margaret paused
suddenly.
“Isn’t that morbid?” Not till the question was out did he realize that
he had spoken to test her.
“Morbid?” she repeated. “That’s an easy word with which to dismiss
the things you are afraid of. I’m not in the least afraid of
great-grandmother.... Besides, I don’t think of her as dead. She is the
best of great-grandmothers--extremely practical. She makes compliments
transparent--on her stairs, at any rate.” Margaret laid her hand on the
panels. “And she makes me glad I can _feel_ the grain in this oak.” She
turned away and walked to the bottom of the flight. Then she glanced
up at John with a quick smile. “And sometimes, when I have been lazy,
she sends me up to my room again to change my dress.”
She took him to admire a lacquer cabinet that stood in the hall.
“I expect you like looking at and touching these things? I know I
should, if I had been long in a warship.”
John rejoiced in her understanding. “Carpets,” he said, “are the
unceasing wonders; and the sound of dresses, and candles!”
“Candles? Do you remember that phrase in a poem of yours--‘the
spear-head flames’?”
“Yes. How did you see it?”
“Hugh sent home the copy you gave him. And--do you mind?--I showed it
and other poems of yours, without your name, of course, to a friend of
ours, a man whose judgment people believe in.”
“I’m very glad. What did he say?”
“Good things. I’ll tell you when there is more time.”
“Who was he?”
“I’ll get you to meet him some day--if you are not for ever out of
England.... Why didn’t you ask me what I thought of the poems myself?”
“I thought you would tell me.”
“I’m scarcely a year older than you.”
“Does that matter? It depends on what you were born and what you have
read.”
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