Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
“For example,” Alter continued, “what on earth would have become of
that young man whose work you showed me, Margaret, if he had committed
himself to the Navy at the age of thirteen? Of course, any critic would
say those poems were immature. So they were; the technique of the
sonnet was awry; the scansion was often loose; here and there they were
too sonorous, too strained for the sake of effect. But so many of the
essentials of poetry were there--real feeling, real imagination, and
observation of the kind that’s worth having. Never an adjective that he
had not thought out with his eyes tight shut or wide open. If he can
write like that before he is twenty--why, given a chance to develop,
he might do anything. But if he were shut up in the Navy, burdened
with the sameness of routine, brought into contact only with men whose
minds are highly specialized for one purpose, war----” He interrupted
himself with a gesture. “And there must be people of that kind in the
Fleet--not poets necessarily, but men who, for one reason or another,
need--need desperately--intellectual space. Most of us need it, unless
our minds are very limited--that’s the worst of the tragedy, _most_ of
us need it. And in the Navy, so far as I can judge, it must be almost
impossible to obtain--at any rate, it is probably to be purchased only
at the price of resignation or professional failure.”
John did not hear the conversation that followed. His thoughts were
proceeding by strange paths, now of pride and gladness, now so steep
and dark that he could neither see nor imagine any end to them. Later
in the evening Alter spoke to him alone.
“I’m unspeakably sorry,” he said. “It was stupid of me not to have
guessed; but Margaret ought to have warned me--she, with her mysterious
poet whose name she would conceal in order to tantalize me. It’s of no
use to ask you not to let my words unsettle you; they are said, and I
meant them, and there’s an end of it. But I shall feel responsible now.
Will you let me help you, if I can? I don’t mean with master-keys to
editors’ rooms--you must win them for yourself. But I can give advice
and criticism for what they are worth. I should want to help in any
case now, but the more because you are my old friend’s son. Will you
remember?”
John thanked him as well as he could. When Alter had gone Margaret came
to him.
“I never guessed that he might talk of it to-night,” she said. “But you
have heard his opinion yourself, and I am glad of that. Was the rest of
what he said true?”
“Yes--in a way. I never thought of it in those terms before.”
“And now you will go on thinking of it. You mustn’t, you mustn’t--but
I know you will. And if it hurts, I am the cause of every hurt. I made
you see clearly.” She looked straight into his eyes, her own eyes
glistening. “Whatever comes of it all, will you try to forgive me?”
“Perhaps I shall thank you some day,” he answered. “After all, it is
better to see clearly, isn’t it?”
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