"Yet you listened to what every one said against me, and allowed it
so far to influence you that I was conscious of it, and though I called
on you purposely to seek your help and advice, your manner closed my
lips. You have known me from my birth. You knew and loved my father.
O, sir, could you not have trusted me? If I had been your friend's
son, instead of his daughter, you would have done so! You would have
said to all evil speakers, 'Mr. Hallam has doubtless just reasons for
the economy he is practicing.' But because I was a woman, I was
suspected; and every thing I could not explain was necessarily wicked.
O, how your doubt has wounded me! What wrong it has done me! How sorry
you would be if you knew the injustice you have done the child of your
old friend--the woman you baptized and confirmed, and never knew ill
of!" Standing still with her hand upon his arm she poured out her
complaints with passionate earnestness; her face flushed and lifted,
her eyes misty with unshed tears, her tall erect form quivering with
emotion. And as the rector looked and listened a swift change came
over his face. He laid his hand upon hers. When she ceased, he
answered, promptly:
"Miss Hallam, from this moment I believe in you with all my heart.
I believe in the wisdom and purity of all you have done. Whatever you
may do in the future I shall trust in you. Late as it is, take my
sincere, my warm sympathy. If you choose to make me the sharer of your
cares and sorrows, you will find me a true friend; if you think it
right and best still to preserve silence, I am equally satisfied of
your integrity."
Then he put her arm within his, and talked to her so wisely and gently
that Elizabeth found herself weeping soft, gracious, healing tears.
She brought him once more into the squire's familiar sitting-room.
She spread for him every delicacy she knew he liked. She took him all
over the house and grounds, and made him see that every thing was kept
in its old order. He asked no questions, and she volunteered no
information. But he did not expect it at that time. It would not have
been like Elizabeth Hallam to spill over either her joys or her sorrows
at the first offer of sympathy. Her nature was too self-contained for
such effusiveness. But none the less the rector felt that the cloud
had vanished. And he wondered that he had ever thought her capable
of folly or wrong--that he had ever doubted her.
After this he was every-where her champion. He was seen going to the
hall with his old regularity. He took a great liking for the child,
and had him frequently at the rectory. Very soon people began to say
that "Miss Hallam must hev done about t' right thing, or t' rector
wouldn't iver uphold her;" and no one doubted but that all had been
fully explained to him.
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