The Hampdenshire WonderBeresford, J. D. (John Davys)
Science
The Hampdenshire Wonder
Beresford, J. D. (John Davys)
Science fiction
"You got to get out," he said, "or I'll lift you."
Ellen Mary gripped the edge of the table, but she made no attempt
to interfere.
There was a tense, strained silence. Then Stott began to breathe
heavily. He lifted his long arms for a moment and raised his eyes,
he even made a tentative step towards the usurped chair.
The child sat calm, motionless; his eyes were fixed upon his father's
face with a sublime, unalterable confidence.
Stott's arms fell to his sides again, he shuffled his feet. One
more effort he made, a sudden, vicious jerk, as though he would do
the thing quickly and be finished with it; then he shivered, his
resolution broke, and he shambled evasively to the door.
"God damn," he muttered. At the door he turned for an instant, swore
again in the same words, and went out into the night.
To Stott, moodily pacing the Common, this thing was incomprehensible,
some horrible infraction of the law of normal life, something to be
condemned; altered, if possible. It was unprecedented, and it was,
therefore, wrong, unnatural, diabolic, a violation of the sound
principles which uphold human society.
To Ellen Mary it was merely a miracle, the foreshadowing of greater
miracles to come. And to her was manifested, also, a minor miracle,
for when his father had gone, the child looked at his mother and gave
out his first recorded utterance.
"'Oo is God?" he said.
Ellen Mary tried to explain, but before she had stammered out many
words, her son abstracted his gaze, climbed down out of the chair, and
intimated with his usual grunt that he desired his bath and his bed.
II
The depths of Stott were stirred that night. He had often said that
"he wouldn't stand it much longer," but the words were a mere formula:
he had never even weighed their intention. As he paced the Common,
he muttered them again to the night, with new meaning; he saw new
possibilities, and saw that they were practicable. "I've 'ad enough,"
was his new phrase, and he added another that evidenced his new
attitude. "Why not?" he said again and again. "And why not?"
Stott's mind was not analytical. He did not examine his problem,
weigh this and that and draw a balanced deduction. He merely saw a
picture of peace and quiet, in a room at Ailesworth, in convenient
proximity to his work (he made an admirable groundsman and umpire,
his work absorbed him) and, perhaps, he conceived some dim ideal of
pleasant evenings spent in the companionship of those who thought
in the same terms as himself; whose speech was of form, averages,
the preparation of wickets, and all the detail of cricket; who shared
in his one interest.
Stott's ambition to have a son and to teach him the mysteries of his
father's success had been dwindling for some time past. On this night
it was finally put aside. Stott's "I've 'ad enough" may be taken to
include that frustrated ideal. No more experiments for him, was the
pronouncement that summed up his decision.
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