The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
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‘Oh! no, Clem, not obedient, I think,’ replied Mrs Crampton, ‘but
always loving. I remember, when she was a baby, how I used to look
at her and wonder if she would ever grow up to be a woman. I had
lost so many of them, you see, Clem--five darlings buried, one after
another--until I was quite afraid to grow fond of a baby for fear it
should be taken from me. I can never forget those burials. They used
to tear my heart in two, and bury a piece of it every time. I went to
see the two first buried,--those were little John and Edmund, you know,
Clem; but, afterwards, I couldn’t bear the sight. It seemed so hopeless
my having any children, until my Jenny came, so different from all the
others, who had been sickly little creatures; but she was so fat and
bonny that the doctor said to me, “Well, you’ve got a thriving child
this time, Mrs Crampton.” And yet it was many years, Clem, before
I dared to spend my whole love on her. I felt as if she were to go
too--that I must die. And yet you see she has gone, and I can sit and
talk about it to you, and do not even cry. It is very strange; I am
afraid there must be something wrong with my head,’ and she passed her
hand in a puzzled manner over her forehead as she spoke.
‘Oh! my dear sister,’ exclaimed Aunt Clem, whose own features were
almost indistinguishable from the effect of her tears, ‘do try and cry.
I am sure it would do you good.’
‘It has not done you any good, Clem,’ replied the poor mother.
‘Besides, we may expect her home at any moment now, and John has never
been very patient of my tears. I should not like to meet them--I mean
him--with my eyelids swollen. It might upset him. For we must be
very quiet over it, you know, Clem. It is a very solemn occasion. Is
everything ready for her reception?’
‘Yes, dear; I have arranged they shall carry her into your boudoir. It
will make the room more dear to you afterwards, Ellen. Bradshaw helped
me to remove the ornaments and drape the tables in white, and decorate
the room with flowers. I think you will like it when you see it, dear.
At least, I have done my best.’
‘I remember,’ said the mother, in a monotone, ‘how averse I was to call
her Jane. John would have it so, because his sister Jane had only died
a month before her birth, but I thought it such a plain name. I had
set my heart upon calling her Ethel, after the heroine in Thackeray’s
story of the Newcomes, but her father said it was romantic nonsense on
my part, and he would have her nothing but plain “Jane.” But Mrs Sellon
stood godmother to her, so she was called Emily, also, after her. Ah,
well,’ with a heavy, deep-drawn out sigh, ‘it doesn’t signify now, does
it?’
‘Hark!’ exclaimed Miss Bostock, changing colour, as the sound of
carriage wheels was heard slowly advancing up the drive. ‘What is
that?’
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