The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
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Saying which, he made a low bow and walked out of the cemetery. But he
had left his sting behind him. Frederick Walcheren no longer felt in
the disposition for prayer, or even tears.
‘What is it about that man that makes him so repulsive to me?’ he
thought, as he found himself alone. ‘He speaks fair enough, but there
is something behind it all that I cannot understand. Well, they have
taken care between them that I shall not want to visit this spot too
often. My poor darling! What must she think of their depriving her of
the title which made her my wife. I was a weak fool for letting them
take her from me so easily. But I little thought they would insult us
both in this manner. Perhaps it is as well. She _is_ my wife. No false
inscription can unmake her that, God be thanked! And Father Tasker says
I must wean my heart from all these earthly longings as soon as may be.
One is squashed at any rate. I shall never want to look upon her grave
again, with those vile texts written beneath her dear name. “Thou God
knowest.” Yes, God _does_ know that I am innocent of all blame in this
matter, except of tempting her to leave her home. Well, well, it is not
to be thought of. The sooner I turn my mind to other things the better.’
He stooped down and gathered two or three little blue flowers that were
blossoming above Jenny’s remains, and, kissing them, put them carefully
between the folds of his pocket-book. Then he knelt down and said a
prayer above her, and, dashing his hand across his eyes, turned slowly
away. Meanwhile, Henry Hindes was walking back to The Old Hall, with
his heart on fire. He had been trying hard to persuade himself lately
that Jenny had meant nothing by the hasty words she had used to him
just before her death. Hannah had reiterated so often how fond the
girl had been of them both, and it had pleased him to think that she
was right, and that, when he met Jenny again, there would be no cloud
between them, but only the old feeling of affection. He had begun to
address her, in the solitude of his own chamber, as his darling and
his love and his true wife, from whom he had been separated only by
the conflicting circumstances of the world. But Walcheren’s statement
had blown all his airy fancies away at a breath. She had really meant
what she said. It had not been the meaningless outcome of a young
girl’s petulance. It was ante-dated to the moment. Jenny had even
told her bridegroom of a day of the feelings she entertained against
her father’s friend. The truth made him feel fierce and wretched and
revengeful all at once. For the moment he was not sorry that he had
pushed her over the cliff and deprived her and her husband of their
life’s happiness. But this feeling did not last, and it was succeeded
by a paroxysm of unusual despair, in which both Earth and Heaven
seemed to have arrayed themselves against him. He retired to his room
on the plea of a headache, and there indulged in the custom which was
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