He could hear French Janin breathing stertorously; and, suddenly aware
of the other's age, the misery of their situation, he asked:
“Don't you feel good?”
“I've been worse and better,” he replied. “This is bad for your throat,
after singing all day in the rain. _Voyou_!” he repeated of himself.
Silence enveloped them, broken by the creaking of the blind man's chair
and the decreasing patter of the rain. Soon it stopped and Harry Baggs
went outside; stars glimmered at the edges of shifting clouds, a sweet
odor rose from the earth, a trailing scent of blossoming trees expanded.
He sang in a vibrant undertone a stave without words. An uneasy form
joined him; it was Runnel.
“I b'lieve my head'll burst!” he complained.
“Leave that soda-caffeine be.”
He would never forget Runnel with his everlasting pain; or Dake, who
lived by scaring women.... Great audiences and roses, and the roar of
applause. He heard it now.
V
Harry Baggs returned to the Nursery, where, with his visions, his sense
of justification, he was happy among the fields of plants. There he was
given work of a more permanent kind; he was put under a watchful eye in
a group transplanting berry bushes, definitely reassigned to that labor
to-morrow. He returned to the camp with a roll of tar paper and, after
supper, covered the leaking roof of the shelter. French Janin sat with
his blank face following the other's movements. Janin's countenance
resembled a walnut, brown and worn in innumerable furrows; his neck was
like a dry inadequate stem. As he glanced at him the old man produced
a familiar bottle and shook out what little powder, like finely ground
glass, it contained. He greedily absorbed what there was and, petulantly
exploring the empty container, flung it into the bushes. A nodding
drowsiness overtook him, his head rolled forward, he sank slowly into a
bowed amorphous heap. Harry Baggs roused him with difficulty.
“You don't want to sit like this,” he said; “come up by the field, where
it's fresher.”
He lifted Janin to his feet, half carried him to the place under
the fence. Harry Baggs was consumed by a desire to talk about the
future--the future of his voice; he wanted to hear of the triumphs of
other voices, of the great stages that they finally dominated. He wanted
to know the most direct path there; he was willing that it should not be
easy. “I'm as strong as an ox,” he thought.
But he was unable to move French Janin from his stupor; in reply to his
questions the blind man only muttered, begged to be let alone. Life was
at such a low ebb in him that his breathing was imperceptible. Harry
Baggs was afraid that he would die without a sound--leave him. He gave
up his questioning and sang. He was swept to his feet by a great wave
of feeling; with his head back, he sent the resonant volume of his tones
toward the stars. Baggs stopped suddenly; stillness once more flooded
the plowed hill and he raised imploring arms to the sky in a gust of
longing.
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