“I want to sing!” he cried. “That's all--to sing.”
Janin was brighter in the morning.
“You must have some exercises,” he told the boy. “I'll get new strings
for the violin; it'll do to give you the pitch.”
At the day's end they went again to the hilltop. French Janin tightened
and tuned his instrument.
“Now!” he measured, with poised bow. “Ah!” Both his voice and violin
were tremulous, shrill; but they indicated the pitch of the desired
note. “Ah!” the old man quavered, higher.
“Ah!” Harry Baggs boomed in his tremendous round tone.
They repeated the exercises until a slip of a new moon, like a wistful
girl, sank and darkness hid the countryside. A palpitating chorus of
frogs rose from the invisible streams. Somnolence again overtook Janin;
the violin slipped into the fragrant grass by the fence, but his fingers
still clutched the bow.
Pity for the other stirred Baggs' heart. He wondered what had ruined
him, brought him--a man who had played in an opera house--here. A bony
elbow showed bare through a torn sleeve--the blind man had no shirt; the
soles of his shoes gaped, smelling evilly. Yet once he had played in an
orchestra; he was undoubtedly a musician. Life suddenly appeared grim, a
sleepless menace awaiting the first opportune weakness by which to enter
and destroy.
It occurred to Harry Baggs for the first time that against such a hidden
unsuspected blight his sheer strength would avail him little. He had
stolen money; that in itself held danger to his future, his voice. He
had paid for it; that score was clear, but he must guard against
such stupidities in the years to come. He had now a conscious single
purpose--to sing. A new sense of security took the place of his doubts.
He stirred Janin from his collapsed sleep, directed him toward their
hut.
He returned eagerly in the evening to the vocal exercises. French Janin
struggled to perform his part, but mostly Harry Baggs boomed out his
Ahs! undirected. The other had been without his white powder for three
days; his shredlike muscles twitched continually and at times he was
unable to hold the violin. Finally:
“Can you go in to the post-office and ask for a package for me at
general delivery?” he asked Harry Baggs. “I'm expecting medicine.”
“That medicine of yours is bad as Runnel's dope. I've a mind to let it
stay.”
The other rose, stood swaying with pinching fingers, tremulous lips.
“I'm afraid I can't make it,” he whimpered.
“Sit down,” Harry Baggs told him abruptly; “I'll go. Too late now to try
pulling you up. Whatever it is, it's got you.”
It was warm, almost hot. He walked slowly down the road toward the town.
On the left was a smooth lawn, with great stately trees, a long gray
stone house beyond. A privet hedge, broken by a drive, closed in
the withdrawn orderly habitation. A young moon bathed the scene in a
diffused silver light; low cultivated voices sounded from a porch.
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