Janin got actually feebler as he progressed. He stopped, gasping, his
sightless face congested.
“I'll have to take a little,” he whispered, “just a taste. That puts
life in me; it needs a good deal now to send me off.”
He produced the familiar bottle and absorbed some powder. Its effect was
unexpected--he straightened, walked with more ease; but it acted upon
his mind with surprising force.
“I want to stop just a little,” he proclaimed with such an air of
decision that Harry Baggs followed him without protest to the fragrant
bank. “You're a good fellow,” Janin went on, seated; “and you're going
to be a great artist. It'll take you among the best. But you will have
a hard time for a while; you won't want anybody hanging on you. I'd only
hurt your chances--a dirty old man, a drugtaker. I would go back to
it, Harry; it's got me, like you said. People wouldn't have me round.
I doubt if I'd be comfortable with them. They'd ask me why I wasn't
Director.”
“Come on,” Baggs repeated for the third time; “it's getting late.”
He lifted French Janin to his feet and forced him on. “You don't know
life,” the other continued. “You would get sick of me; you might get
influenced to put me in a Home. I couldn't get my breath right there.”
Harry Baggs forced him over the road, half conscious of the protesting
words. The fear within him increased. Perhaps they wouldn't even listen
to him; they might not be there.
His grip tightened on French Janin; he knew that at the first
opportunity the old man would sink back into the oblivion of morphia.
“I've done all I could for you, Harry”--the other whimpered. “I've
been some--good. Janin was the first to encourage you; don't expect too
much.”
“If I get anywhere, you did it,” Harry Baggs told him.
“I'd like to see it all,” French Janin said. “I know it so well. Who'd
have thought”--a dull amazement crept into his voice--“that old Janin,
the sot, did it?... And you'll remember.”
They stopped opposite the entrance to the place they sought. Harry Baggs
saw people on the porch; he recognized a man's voice that he had heard
there before. On the right of the drive a thick maple tree cast a deep
shadow, but beyond it a pool of clear moonlight extended to the house.
He started forward, but Janin dragged him into the gloom of the maple.
“Sing here,” he whispered in the boy's ear; “see, the window--_Deh vieni
alla finestra_.”
Harry Baggs stood at the edge of the shadow; his throat seemed to
thicken, his voice expire.
“No,” he protested weakly; “you must speak first.”
He felt the old man shaking under his hand and a sudden desperate calm
overtook him.
He moved forward a little and sang the first phrase of the Serenade.
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